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Monday, April 2, 2007


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it's 6:24 am right now. i'm getting rady to go to school. but i'm posting early because i'm either gonna forget to later or i won't have time. lance was over saturday night and while he was away, his mom found a notebook in his room with some song lyrics that he wrote that he didn't like. i bet you can guess what kind. then she decides to go searching in his room. sdhe found a lot of stuff she didn't like that was from when he was suicidal after his brother died. he trid to explain things to her and she wouldn't listen. he's not suicidal or mhurting himself or anything. what i'm really worried about is his "punishment" any time he's sad for a day or two even if he's not depressed his mom gives him depression meds that are 100 mgs. his mom found this stuff and is giving him a bigger dosage and sending him to a psychiatrist. last night i was on the phone with him and his mom gave him the pill. he was acting really weird and he was not himself at all. he was laughing a lot,talking really fast and being over all weird. his mom must've od'd him. he didn't remember taking the pill, but he called it candy. then his mom gave him 3 sleping pills and lithium. i'm really worried because that's a lot to take in. i'm not sure if he's ok or not. i really hope he is. it was so scary last night!!! his mom is evil he doesn't even need the pills. i hope not too much damage is done and that he'll be alright. if any of you talk to him, try not to freak out. he's not himself and anything he says isn't his fault. it's the meds. and a warning to you, he's acting hyper and really happy. so don't gt scared. oh, and crazy angel. i'm really sorry for having to gt off last night, my mom was yelling at me to get off or else i was grounded and then i kinda freaked out. i'm really sorry about that! well i g2g, i have to go to school. i don't know if lance'll be there or not. i just hope he's ok weather he's at school or not. ttyl and someone please p.m me later so that i don't freak out again!
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