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Wednesday, April 25, 2007


.....................again...........my title sux
ok, i have good news and bad news. the good news is that lance is still alive. the bad news is that he keeps caughing up blood a lot and the doctors say if this keeps up he'll for sure have no chance. they have been working hard to save him. he passes out a lot and the doctors said they hope things don't get so bad that he'll die or have to be on life support. his days are still numbered and i'm really upset. thank you very much to all of you that have been here for me. it means a lot to me and it would mean a lot to lance also. this time is very tough on me as well as lance's family. his sister is hit the most. she's been on his site informing people about what's been going on. she could use a little confort because she's really upset too, so could you please talk to her or say hi or something? it would really mean a lot. these past few days have been kinda bad. i've been doing all i can to make lance's last days happy ones. and i've been holding back tears the whole time. he knows he's gonna die and that his days are numbered yet he doesn't get upset or cry. yesterday i had a crying break down when he started caughing up blood really badly. he held my hand, looked at me and smiled. then he told me not to worry about him that he'll be fine and that he loves me and he would never leave me and to remember it. that made me cry because it was so sweet!!! i hope he's right and i hope that all of my praying for him pays off. i just want this nightmare to end. he doesn't desearve to die. and his sister doesn't desearve to loose anyone else either. her and lance lost a brother a few years ago and scince their dad works a lot and their mom's in jail lance is all she has right now. i feel really bad for her also. sorry if i've been rambling, i tend to do that a lot lately. it'a just the freaking out tiredness, saddness and nervouseness mixing in togeather. i hope you all have a good day and please p.m me. and thanks again to every one who's been helping me, you all rock!

So Long And Goodnight

~Tradgedy Revenge~

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