Saturday, December 3, 2005

   Peppermint
Tickling my nose with its minty splendor
I catch the sent of peppermint candies
Outside a store window
Decorated in holiday finery
The lights and merry colors of red and white Poinsiettas
As well as evergreens welcome me
The sights, sounds and smells delight my senses
As the clerk hands me my sack of candies--
I cannot wait to share them !
It may be a small gesture
But those I meet will be given joy, cheer and goodwill as they go on their path
May the spectacle of the season remind you
Joy can be experienced anywhere at anytime
You simply need to allow it into your heart.

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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

   Blocked Nasal Passages
I still cannot breathe too terribly well, but other than that...I am doing fine. I have begun my new work and I work from 5:30 until 10:30, Nov 28th until the 20th of December (which could be ending sooner since we have a lot of people working on this project). We will be grading papers from California from ESL students, so it should be interesting. We weren't given much warning as to training and qualification but fortunately, I qualified. :D Yes ! Thank you Jesus ! ^-^

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Saturday, November 26, 2005

An Idiot Wrapped in a Moron
My father's acting like an imbecile. I hate it when he acts like a freakin' kid. Sometimes he just blows a gasket about something really dumb and then takes it out on everyone else. I really hope that whatever is his issue will be taken care of soon because it's really starting to ruin my holidays. X_X
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Friday, November 25, 2005

   Unfair
It was an innocent mistake
I meant nothing by it
Despite you knowing this
You yelled at me and cursed
You make me feel awful
Treated me horribly, filling my eyes with tears
I cried myself to sleep
Feeling my heart break with each teardrop
My heart is numb again
My body has become ice
One day that prison will be melted
Yet for this time I must insulate myself
Maintaining skepticism,
Not allowing myself to fall for pick up lines
Remaining cautious with any male approach
Strange at it may seem,
It's my survival mechanism that keeps me from being hurt
Because life can be this way frequently
I hold onto my mantra:
Fool me once, shame on you
Fool me twice, shame on me.

November 24, 2005


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Thursday, November 24, 2005

   not a good time...
well looking at how things have been it's another plummet in my daily life. it started with a free spirited chat with my friend and my love (no longer my love anymore) took some things the wrong way. it was an innocent mistake and i meant nothing by it.
nonetheless, he cursed at me and made me feel like crap. cried myself to sleep and seriously contemplated suicide. i still feel sad but hopefully i'll feel better soon. going to a funeral tomorrow, it's someone in my mom's family. it's sad because i felt like she was getting ready to see God but she's in a better place now.
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Saturday, November 19, 2005

   Newness !
Yesterday I stood in line for 2 hours (approx.) and was able to get an interview. The woman who interviewed me (Amber) was *very* impressed with my criteria/skills and wanted to direct me to a Medical Billing (despite my lack of training/experience) job on the NorthEast side. I need to talk to another contact *first* before thinking about this position.
I would like to have something closer to home.
As for everything else...all is going well. Joseph, my Egyptian Prince, is looking for work and I pray for him every night.
Not an hour goes by that I don't wish he was closer but I have left everything in God's hands. If I take love into my own hands, it always fails...but if it is in God's hands, I know somehow everything will work out.

~*~WIPs ~*~
1. Framed, Literally !
2. Bananas @ Camp David (CL fanfic)
3. Horsing Around (CL fanfic)
4. Rodney's Country Club (CL fanfic)
5. Slings, Stitches, Casts & Caring
6. Slightly Off Kilt-er
7. At the Midnight Hour
8. Sound of Drumming
9. Show Me the Mummy (Martin Mystery fic)
10. Lost in the Void
11. How to Care for a Baby Dracogriff
12. Leif's Unidracogriff
13. Where There's Smoke
14. Maniac the Nuisance (TT fanfic)
15. Secret of the Tanzenite Earrings
16. Operation: Caedusus (Totally Spies fanfic)
17. Sacred Heart
18. Windfro, Bobobo's Brother...From Another Mother (Bobobo fanfic)
19. Honor Among Murderers
20. Father Always Liked You Best
21. Two Steps Away from Crazy
22. Iota, Nil and Bumpkus
23. Parish the Thought
24. The Importance of Being Finn (JCA fanfic)
25. Return to Alabasta (OP fanfic)
26. A New Ally (Code Lyoko fic)

I realize this may seem like a lot but it is helping me keep my mind active. Expect to see the Lazlo fanfics done soon.
If anyone has any ideas for upcoming stories/songs/scripts or artwork please let me know. Also my beatnick poem "Bistro" is currently being written and will most likely be posted sometime during the weekend. ^_^
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Saturday, November 12, 2005

   Looking for work...again...
My recent work has ended and I am looking for work again. I might be selected for the Pilot project coming up in December. I'm not really certain what else is going to happen but I am going to be turning 26 this Monday ! I'm really pleased matters are looking up for me, however.
I am currently working on many projects and I have finished a holiday poem that I will post once December is here, so look forward to it in my upcoming December journal. :) Take care everyone and be blessed always !
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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

   Why November is Fascinating
1. All Saints (El Dia De Los Muertos)
2. Grandma Nelly's Birthday (Nov. 6)
3. Pat Sajack was also born in this month
4. So was Monet, Debussey, Weird Al, Prince Charles and Bill Gates
5. Mother's birthday is Nov. 26th. Intially I was supposed to be born on this day, but I was breeched. Therefore I was born on the 14th.
6. Thanksgiving !
7. Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade
8. Traditional Lighting of the Indy Statue "Christmas Tree"
9. It's also time for Eid-El-Feiter (time of the Feast), a very holy time for Muslims
10. Let us not forget Guy Fawkes day in England ! ^-^

After doing some research I also found out that there is a Sadie Hawkins Day, a "Mischief Night" and John Phillip Sousa was born in November as well. If you want to see for yourself, here is the site to prove my findings. http://www.holidays.net/dailys.htm
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Thursday, October 27, 2005

   Get To Know Me !

Your heart lies in the good. Eww *twitch* *twitch*


Where does you heart lie? (beautiful anime pics)
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Your a best friend. You've got someone who's like
a sister/brother to you, and it'll always stay
that way. No matter what happens, you'll make
this friendship work thru thick and thin. You
are the good friend enhanced...


What Type of Friend are you? - Anime Pics! - I'll update answers soon...
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You are a Sapphire

Some ancient writers claimed the Ten Commandments
were written on sapphire. Ancient marriage
partners had great faith in the stone,
believing it would not shine if worn by the
wicked or impure


What rare and valuable stone are you?
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You have the laid-back, risk taker type of bravery.
You like living life to the fullest and you
don't give two shits about what anyone says.
That's awesome. You should be in the army or a
secret spy organisation (like the question in
the quiz! hehe) Way to go!!!!!!!


What type of bravery are you?
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Vanilla:
You're down to earth, and like keeping it real.
You're normally always happy, and believe there
is a bright side to everything! Your outgoing
personality makes you an awesome person to be
around. Although sometimes you're too careful,
and don't like taking risks. But better safe
then sorry right?


What flavor of lip gloss are you? (Girls only obviously.)
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Angel.
The angel seems to be attracted to you because of
your innocent and loving characteristics. You
are optimistic, and quite happy-go lucky. You
don't get angry easily, but when you do, things
can get out of hand. You enjoy being in the
company of your friends, and family members.
With all these qualities combined, it isn't a
mystery why the angel is most attracted to you.
You go!


What is following you around? (Girls Only) (Boys only type is coming soon!)
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Fire - Dominant

You're a very
confident and passionate person... You are a
warrior and will fight for those you
love...

Animagi form:
Phoenix
Most compatible with:
Air
Least compatible with:
Water
Song: Angel -
Aerosmith
Ruling God: Ares


Are you an Obscure or Dominant Element?? {Great pics}
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Ah, the Passionate love... You
love with heart, body and soul, and you love
love itself. You may have a problem to be true
when in a relationship, but you don't do it on
purpose. You have a hell of a hot temper, close
to laugher, anger and maybe even tears (even if
you would never cry in public...). You want
your life to be something, nothing ordinary...
Your partner has to be as passionate as you, no
wimps tolerated!

Please rate aaaaand... eat chocolate bars?
*cough*rate*cough* ^^

What Love are you Fated for? ~AWESOME anime pics!~
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You are a soreress. You have many magical power.
You arn't on evils side nor are you on good
side. You only use your magical powers for
those who need help or for revenge. Your
friends have learned to stay on your good side.
You need to control your timper a little better
then you do.


What type of anime person are you? (With Beautiful Picks)
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   Moving On
I'm completely over Amir, although we're still friends which I think is marvelous. :)

As you can see I am working hard and I haven't had any time whatsoever to post new works. However, I will be posting some new poems tonight. Also I am working on a number of new stories. :w00t!:

A ton of Camp Lazlo fics are in progress. Rodney is going to be making an appearance again as well as a new character, Penelope Peacock (she's a white peacock from the Far East).
Also, I have original stories in the works and artwork up and coming. Be on the lookout for it ! :thumbsup:
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