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Tuesday, January 31, 2006


   Not All Is Lost...
Well, I didn't get the job, but the problem is, I didn't know what was required. I have to have actual *CERTIFICATION* before going into a Medical Billing field. In order to obtain that I have to have schooling so I know what I am doing.
Without this neccesary education I cannot be employed.
But the lady who spoke to me gave me all the neccesary information so she must've seen potential in me (which is very uplifting). Nonetheless after I went through all of that I was tired and I nearly fell asleep in the car when Father was taking me home. I called Kelly services recently. In the past I didn't think I would be able to work 3 days (12,13,14 in February) for them. I called back to say I was still interested but they said they found a replacement. So getting the job is up in the air right now and I really need work. I just had a quarrell with someone I thought was a friend. He was saying at my age (he kept on referring to me as 27 rather than 26) that my biological clock was ticking and after a certain age men would no longer find me desirable. Also he was leading me to believe that he truly loved me/cared about me. I have been so enraged that I felt like screaming at the top of my lungs. None the less, this moron is leaving me alone for a time. Part of my day was awful and I felt like crying too, but I didn't. I cried a little bit last night. Life goes on though...matters will look up. The remainder of the day has been good, and I feel a bit better. I know life is like this. We can't always ride on the crest of the wave. Sometimes we are in the trough, almost being overtaken by the wave...but it is best to ride the wave right in the middle. And that is what I am trying to do.

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