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Wednesday, March 15, 2006


   i feel awful...
here i am crying my eyes out because my surrogate brother (who will remain anonymous) is no longer speaking to me.
he believes that all Christians are horrible. i didn't want to be controlled by him. i didn't want to be told how to live my life by him but now i don't know whether to believe the man i love or not. (i haven't told him i love him yet because i am afraid to). at this point, my heart is aching and i am hurt.
my parents aren't going to know i have been crying.
i am keeping that to myself. i've lost my surrogate brother because i didn't want to be controlled. is that so wrong ?
he hates americans now and especially me. he called me a dummy sister which was the straw that broke the camels back (bad analogy considering he was Egyptian). feeling down and i really don't want to be seen like this.

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