Monday, September 18, 2006

  

"Happy?" Music Video By: MudVayne

Music Video:Happy? By MudVayne

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"Happy?"

In This Hole
That Is Me
The Dead Are Rolling Over
In This Hole
Thickening
Dirt Shoveled Over Shoulders

I Feel It In Me
So Overwhelmed
Oh, This Pressured Center Rising
My Life Overturned
Unfair The Despair
All These Scars Keep Ripping Open

Peel Me From The Skin
Tear Me From The Rind
Does It Make You Happy Now?

Tear Meat From The Bone
Tear Me From Myself
Are You Feeling Happy Now?

In This Hole
That Is Me
A Life That's Growing Feeble
In This Hole
So Limiting
The Sun Has Set; All Darkens

Buried Underneath
Hands Slip Off The Wheel
Internal Path-Way To Contention

Peel Me From The Skin
Tear Me From The Rind
Does It Make You Happy Now?

Tear Meat From The Bone
Tear Me From Myself
Are You Feeling Happy Now?

Are You HAPPY?

Are You HAPPY?

Are You Feeling Happy?

In This Hole
That Is Me
Left With A Heart Exhausted
What's My Release?
What Sets Me Free?
Do You Pull Me Up Just To Push Me Down Again?

Peel Me From The Skin
Tear Me From The Rind
Does It Make You Happy Now?

Tear Meat From The Bone
Tear Me From Myself
Are You Feeling Happy?

Peel Me From The Skin
Peel Me From The Skin
Tear Me From The Rind
Does It Make You Happy Now?

Tear Me From The Bone
Tear Me From The Bone
Tear Me From Myself
Are You Feeling Happy?

Does It Make You Happy?
Are You Feeling Happy?
Are You Fucking Happy?
Now That I'm Lost Left With Nothing

Does It Make You Happy?
Are You Feeling Happy?
Are You Fucking Happy?
Now That I'm Lost Left With Nothing
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

   College...
--Well, I started college about 2 days ago. It is rather anoying because I have already fallen behind on me Computer class. You ask, how? Well, this is due to the fact that my computer has contracted a serious virus and is currently out of commision. I knew that I should of put some protection on the damn thing, oh well. My major is Computer IT. I chose this major because one of my friends studied that in out high school. I thought that it was pretty cool so I decided to see if it was for me. It is, but I really need my lap top to be fixed so that I can do the hw that the instructor assings. I have already fallen behing by 3 hws. (*HW=HomeWork, HWS=HomeWorks...for those who haven't come in contact with this abreviation at school.*) In any case, the only way that I can get on the internet now is through school...that doesn't really give me much room to work with seeing that I hace hour and 20 minute classes. I'm so tired right now...I'm fucking half asleep on this comp. The creepy thing is that some black dude(*I'm not racist so don't even start with me if I happened to of offended you, sorry*)in 2 of my classes, College Success and Oral Communication, is starting to follow me to where I sit. I noticed this because he took the time to see where I was sitting and sat next to me in Oral Comm. He then told me that I looked like Lulu from FFX. Odd...because this happened to me in high school. My bf tells me that I look just like her and that it seemed that they stalked me and modeled the character from me. (*YAWN...*) I am so tired. I really need to take a nap. I want a kitty so bad. Cool, that was random. Whatever, whatever...I do what I want. Heh, that last sentence was made by Eric Cartman from South Park. Stupid little 8yr old prettending that he is a child prostitute. If you have never seen South Park and you are uptight and get offended easily...too bad because this is my page and again, I DO WHAT I WANT! Oh, I just remembered that in almost all of my classes there are ppl that are around their late 30's. I was like gonk 0.o, holly crap...ppl this old are trying to learn about computers o.O? Wau, in all this time that I haven't logged into this accout...and now I finally update. I'm so proud of myself. One thing that I also noticed when I logged in here, I noticed that Damion put in my tallents: "Ask my bf...^-^". Damion, wtf is that all about. You never told me that you went on here behind my back and changed that. Like I really care anymore anyway, we're not even together anymore and we never talk. Get angry for all I care, all I did was make you like that when we talked on the phone. I tried so hard to talk to you but...ppl can't really relate to someone who says IDK all the time for everything. "Do you love me Damion? . . . IDK." Seriously, wtf was that all about. For a while I was your "baby girl" and the next I was known to you as "hey". I have a headache right now so I think that I am going to go for now. Bai-bia ppls...

--Dalia
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Monday, January 16, 2006

   Reasons why Drinking should be allowed at work...
The below are valid reasons as to why drinking should be allowed at work.
If you use them wisely, you may even be able to convince your boss into allowing
alcohol.

1. It\'s an incentive to show up.
2. It reduces stress.
3. It leads to more honest communications.
4. It reduces complaints about low pay.
5. It cuts down on time off because you can work with a hangover.
6. Employees tell management what they think, not what management wants to hear.
7. It helps save on heating costs in the winter.
8. It encourages carpooling.
9. Increases job satisfaction because if you have a bad job you don\'t care.
10. It eliminates vacations because people would rather come to work.
11. It makes fellow employees look better.
12. It makes the cafeteria food taste better.
13. Bosses are more likely to hand out raises when they are wasted.
14. Salary negotiations are a lot more profitable.
15. If someone does something stupid on the job, it will be quickly forgotten.

---I'm not so sure about #13...but hey if it works Private Message me or comment and tell me what happened. Thanks every one...
BlackRoseDalia...
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Thursday, November 17, 2005

   BlackRoseDalia: Sadness & Depression.
(*11:53AM 11/16/05. Wednesday. Las Vegas, Nevada. 89101 Automotive Technology Period 6*)
Sadness and depression is what lies behind my eyes. Or even so, I can't even tell what lies behind my eyes because they're constantly covered up with tears. I've been hurt, abused, and damned far too much for me to handle it all anymore! No one understands me because they're too scared to get to know the real me. I just want to finally give up; just escape and get rid of all my pain. I want people to understand, I want comfort at all times. I tend to bottle up all of my emotions and problems, hoping that they’ll all go away. But I long to reach out and tell that one special person all of my feelings and troubles. But I never seem to have that person to talk to, or they just don’t want to hear me. I want a normal and happy life. Though that picture is porcelain in my mind; it's not as great as it seems, and most importantly, it's not real. Wish it was though. I always feel this sense of loneliness clouding over my head; isolated though surrounded by several people. None of them know me; none of them see what's wrong with me. I want understanding, I want that friend, I want that special love, and I want that perfect life with the perfect person! I often find isolated places as being my salvation; any place away from “them” is ideal to me. I also love to express myself in many ways; whether it be through my emotions, my words, my art, or even physically. I think no one can relate to me, but I don't know how wrong I am or either how right I just might be. I’m just too scared; too scared to admit that maybe I might be wrong about society. I want company, but at the same time, I’m scared of it, scared of it leaving me. My sanctuary is my room where I can just be alone and try to throw away all of my aching pains. I’m dark and mysterious and people like me for that reason. I am not sure why they do but it happens. Even if I think I’m all by myself in the dark, someone is always there with me. My special someone wants to admit and show their feelings towards me, but they're afraid of how I’ll take it. Maybe it isn't as bad as I portray it to be. Life brings smiles, tears, laughter and memories. The smiles fade, the tears dry, and the laughter eventually dies down. But the memories, those may last me forever. So I am going to try to make my memories, memories that I can cherish. I can only live once, so I’m going to make it the best as possible, even if it is not the greatest right now. I won’t start frowning because it is already too late. Then again I never know who's falling in love with my occasional hidden smile :)
(*11:56Am*)
BlackRoseDalia...

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

BlackRoseDalia...

You are pansexual.


What is your sexual orientation?
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(*10:03PM 11/14/05. Monday. Las Vegas, Nevada. 89101*)
Pansexual? Hmm, interesting. (*10:05PM*)
BlackRoseDalia...
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