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Monday, December 20, 2004







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   I'm gonna die before this week is over
ok, i couldn't hear my mom telling me to help her with the tree, my dad tells me to go in there, i hold the lights for my mom, i tell her what i want, because shes going shopping tommorrow. all of a sudden she grabs my throat, now i can't talk, i'm serious, i can't talk, and i'm wheezing. i'm gonna die before this week is over.
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   Christmas Tree!
today we got our christmas tree!!!! and i know what my dad got me for christmas!!! he got me gundam seed dvd vol 1 and the day after tommorrow dvd. but i want kingdom hearts chain of memories!! i've got to save my money. -_-'
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Sunday, December 19, 2004


   My Dream
(last night i had a dream, it was weird, and i think it made my mom pissed off when she read it on a piece of paper i wrote it down on. any ways, here it is) i was an angel, i had killed myself because of abuse from my parents. i went to see god, he told me that what i did was wrong, but he would still make me an angel anyways. he said i would be brought up by the angel Uriel, the ruler over death. I finaly got my first task, to watch over a girl, who was very ill. she died in her sleep, i got really deppressed, and wandered around the street. i heard a voice smoothly call my name, i turned around and saw Lucifer, the famous fallen angel. he said that i shouldn't be in heaven because i killed myself. and i did many wrong things in my life, he asked me to come with him. i thought about it, but refused, and flew off back towards heaven, when i got there, god was not happy about my meeting with Lucifer, so i was to learn about the way of angels by Gabriel.i agreed, over time i really got to like Gabriel, she was a calm gentle soul who took her time in teaching me things. As i grew, i watched over the angel children, and became a guardian to one of my old best friends. (there ya go, i know its a messed up dream...comment please)
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   Eeep...
we got alot of snow! my moms outside snow blowing....my mom hit me really hard with my t.v. remote, and it still hurts. i cried for about 30 minutes, i kept thinking about killing myself, even though i'm not going to. i feel really crappy, but my sora chibis make me feel better!! ^_^
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   ...i hate myself.
my mom takes out her anger on me, i was going to finish the laundry, then she comes in here and starts screaming at me, i go to put the clothes in the basket and she grabs the basket from me and throws it down and backs me into a corner and starts screaming at me telling me i'm worthless and nothing will ever become of me. i want to leave my home, i hate my life, i hate everything thats gone wrong. please help.
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Saturday, December 18, 2004


   I'M AN ARCHANGEL!! WOOHOO!!

What Kind of Angel Are You? (Girls Only) by Rose Lover
User Name
Eye and Hair Color
Fav. Archangel
Random Word
What you look like
Your JobArchangel- main angel
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Take the Spirit Quiz and visit Castle Diqueria.

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