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Sunday, June 20, 2010


HATE PPL agan
I dont think i have ever wanted to make someone be in so much pain as i do right now, dont want them dead just want them to hurt and know its because i want them to. Really just want someone to listen to what the fuck im saying and not be like OH YOU KNOW NONE BECAUSE OF YOUR AGE. Goodie i aint had time to make as may fuck ups as u but that gives u no right to say im wrong and i cant do thinks like make plans and map them out on my computer, How the fuck you think im going to learn what im doing if im not aloud to. and if iget told i wont make it one more time im going to Choke that person, I lived on my own with no reall house and just my car and no real job and im not dead and im not defeated.... So if i get told that i was wrong for making it and still living one more time im going to make someone stop living. I know what i want and im to the point im not sure i care how iget what i want, i really just want to be left alone, sick of being told im all ways wrong and that this and that. Look im 1 not dead yet, 2. still pushing thro life, 3. have real frineds, 4. have real issues, 5. have goals, 6.dreams and i am a fighter and a serviver and theres nothing thats going to change that beside a Blood suger killing me or maybe stress or myself...but i doubt the myself part because there just too many way to kill myself and im not a big fan of makeing up my mind.... Sigh now im tiered annoyed and kind of sad that my grandmother wont remeber this tomarrow moring because shes been drinking a lot again....and this is what happens just about eveyr night....im so not a fan of ppl that drink, do druges, or hit and yell.... i have no use for them at all and that righ there about covers my famile.... Oh lovely.... ohk hope all is well in eveyrone elses world, and remeber to smile at least once a day because there is one thing of beautie that ur eye will see
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