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Birthday
• 1989-12-15
Gender
• Female
Location
• some were in the world
Member Since
• 2004-08-15
Occupation
• Dog Handler,
Real Name
• Stacey

Personal

Achievements
• Retraning race horses, Going to the Westminster dogs how
Anime Fan Since
• since was 11
Favorite Anime
• Dont have one
Goals
• To be able to stand on my own two feet without needing the help of others
Hobbies
• Writing, Riding, Showing dogs
Talents
• Being able to live with Diabetes

myOtaku.com: blackwolfpup

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

about to give up .... & poem...
Hey guys, i hthink i have about taken all i can take, my minde hurts and every time i heres the word or name STAR, i want to yell screma and then i seem to just cry.. my best friend in the world has finoly been taking from me and im bord out of my mind, like this horse has had me push over the deprshns i have yearly and shit, and now because my gram dont trus me or something shes selling star and its eating me because it was like my horse and one of the only resosn i had to get out of the hospital, *sighs* but for some reson because i dont have money i cant have her and its not fair, and the person whos taking her from me.. oooh how i want to hurt them because i see them now as back stabing ppl, who gose and steel some ones bestfrind with money and its like a 40 year old lady for crying out loud, ITS STUPID, so i guess you all get to deall with me and my mental brakes i having, *sisghs* i will post last pics i have of star up for the very last time because i want to show you all MY Fallon Star, because shes my hero and best friend and well i love her so much that i hate her yeha so heres a poem for you all *shrugs* like it hate ... ok have good ones i got to go whipe me eyes cuz i cant stop crying.... i hate crying too.. *shrugs , drops poem to yous and walks out*

oh the pics the first winnter i had her because its the best one i have...

oh poems called : The Madder I Get Sitting Here

Sitting here I go madder and madder
Wanting to bleed dry
Because this pain is eating at me
Every time I look at the people that new you and me

I want to kill the world
I want to hold you as mine
I want you to be all mine
Because you make me breath

With out you here
I going mad
Time passes me by
Where I wan to just kill me self

I want you to go away faster
Because I’m slowly snapping
Why could you not be mine?
Is it something I did?

I want to keep you here
I want to come home and see you

I want to scream
So sick of crying
I shake with madness
Because I could not keep you as mine

I want to walk away with it out hurt and pain
But it eats me
So all I have is time till I brake
And I’m waiting for you

Praying your still mine
I want to close my eyes
Because you’re my best friend

I would bleed dry
Just to keep you as mine
I would kill any one
To keep it you and me

Sitting here waiting for time to take me away
So
Nothing will ever happen
Because something went wrong

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