Sunday, January 8, 2006

   Happy Sunday.
So I got my hair dyed. The purple looks blue and there isn't as much of it as I wanted..but I don't care, I'm not trying to impress anyone. I'm nothing special, but ya know...you guys wanted to see the pics..*sips coffee silently*Mom gave me that sign, knowing I dont like to smile in pictures..she says all my pics look like mug shots.




I really am a social reject...The picture makes my face look horrible..I promise, it's a lot more clearer than that..and I usually wear black eyeliner and stuff..but I was too sick to put on make up this morning..I hate being sick v.v
So how is everyone? Pm me if you want to talk.

*huggles everyone*

Hope ya liked my pics...

*~Serena-chan~*

PS: if this is Austin, I still love you.


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Friday, January 6, 2006

   Happy Friday!
The new semester has started and I have Drama with Mr. Morrow, who is very...quirky. I hate the rest of my teachers though. I got my hair cut yesterday and it looks pretty cool. I go and get it coloured on Saturday. I'm thinking purple and brown or something. Maybe I'll put up pic after I get it done. I dont want to go to school today. My friend Ian called me last night, crying, because his slutty bitch of a (now ex)girlfriend broke up with him. I felt bad for him. And she broke up with him to go out with someone I know and despise greatly, and I'll be happy if neither of them ever says anything to me. I've kicked HIS ass once already (I have detention today v.v) and I'm sure as hell not afraid of her. I might be short, but I love to fight. So Ian and I are just gonna gang together and sit in the corner of the gym this morning, hold our own and he might have to hold me back (for the billionth time this year) because I have a horrible temper that ignites in a snap.
*sips coffee quietly*

Well, off to detention. laters.

*huggles everyone*

*~Serena~*

PS: If this is Austin, I still love you.
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Monday, January 2, 2006

..Rain..
...*shakes rain water out of hair from standing out in the rain*...

i feel better than i did yesterday..guess i just got caught up in a funk. or maybe it's just the rain ^^ i put a small glass outside to catch the rain water and i'm going to keep it in my room until it all dries up! well, i put up a bunch of fan art and if you all would be so kind to go and comment on them, vote as well, it would mean a lot to me. i hope everyone has a good day. pm me if you wanna talk about something. even if there is no point to the pm whatsoever. randomness is fun.

...*stands and goes to make more coffee*...

*~serena~*

I would have given you all of my heart but there's someone who's torn it apart And he's taking almost all that I've got but if you want, I'll try to love again baby I'll try to love again but I know The first cut is the deepest, baby I know The first cut is the deepest 'cause when it comes to being lucky he's cursed when it comes to lovin' me he's worst but when it comes to being loved he's first that's how I know The first cut is the deepest, baby I know The first cut is the deepest I still want you by my side just to help me dry the tears that I've cried cause I'm sure gonna give you a try and if you want, I'll try to love again but baby, I'll try to love again, but I know The first cut is the deepest, baby I know The first cut is the deepest 'Cause when it comes to being lucky he's cursed when it comes to lovin' me he's worst but when it comes to being loved he's first that's how I know The first cut is the deepest, baby I know The first cut is the deepest....

ps: if this is austin, i still love you.
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Sunday, January 1, 2006

Happy New Year Everyone
my life currently consists of watching anime and drinking coffee...life just doesn't seem to be exciting anymore. i'm not complaining, nor am i depressed, there's just no exhileration for me, now that im back at home.i got my ninth piercing yesterday, maybe in hope that it would spark a little joy into my life.

...nothing....

i'm still searching for what is missing...i hope i find it.

*~serena~*

Your words to me just a whisper Your face is so unclear I try to pay attention Your words just disappear 'Cause its always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said So I speak to you in riddles because My words get in my way. I smoke the whole thing to my head and feel it wash away ‘cause i can't take anymore of this, I want to come apart or dig myself a little hole inside your precious heart 'Cause its always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said I am nothing more than a little boy inside That cries out for attention yet I always try to hide 'Cause I talk to you like children, Though I don't know how I feel But I know I'll do the right thing If the right thing is revealed 'Cause its always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said...


ps: if this is austin, i still love you.
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

   Happy Holidays!!
Hey everyone!! I know, I know, I haven't been around in awhile. Well, I'm up in Conneticut again with family, but it isn't all that much fun unless I'm hanging out with my cousin Carl(22) and his wife Jen (23) because they're practically a bunch of teenagers! They gave me Korn's new Cd (See you on the Other Side) for X-mas and a System of a Down T-shirt. They're awesome!! Yesterday I spent the night at their house and we all drank rum-and-coke while watching a football game and movies XD It was sooo cool.We went to go see Wolf Creek(don't waste your money, it's a foreign movie and not all that good) but we threw popcorn at old people and had a blast..on the way home, we blasted Twisted Transistor and.So today, I'm a lil like 'ugh -.-' but that's alright! I got new manga XD Um, Shutterbox 2&3 and Full Moon something-or-other. I have 100 gb signings o__O Thanks you guys! I leave tomorrow for home (Thank GOD!) because the church here is weird..I miss mine, lol, they accept gothy like people like me. Plus, I just hate my family..specially now that my Dad's....gone....
Well, I'll update again when I get home, I'm using my cuz's pc xD
*huggles everyone*

*~Serena~*



PS: If this is Austin, I still love you.
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Sunday, December 11, 2005

   Here We Lie
Should the sun-kissed branches
Not meet my window as I awaken
Should the warmth of sheets
Run cold against my bare skin
Should your body drift from bed
To stumble blindly about the room
I will wait yet again
To keep your words, kept unmistaken
I will shiver heavily
As cold blood flows through my veins
In raging Fleets
I will reach out to you
Pull you back, away from harm
Slowly, gently
I will let your lips slip against the cool glass
Drinking from the liquid it bears
Half full, but never empty
Your life rejoices within me
Flowing, sloshing
Don my throat, your sweet elixir
The distance, the longing
Your expression arrays
Turning back redemption in me
Watching grey change to white, you see
Your colors are gone
Your paint on this canvas had long melted away
Begging, pleading
When my outstretched arm coaxes you to stay
An idol paint brush hath fallen to the floor
No one there to pick it up
Nothing are colors, gone astray
Melting lower, your paint in gone
Nothing worthy to have it stay
And so I say
Wash the lonesome paint brush
In the glass from which you so heartedly drank
Giving but one moment to watch the whirling water
Dirty, old and dank
It means more than you think
Past residues swirl in a ray of design
Past memories fall into line
Once lost colors now a reflection
I see you
You see me
Start over fresh, colors and all
Close the window from the chilled air of fall
Stumble blindly back to bed
Discover your pillow yet again
And rest your head
I’ve waited long enough with you
Everywhere else
But here with me
Who were you to make me wait?
One last sip before you fall to sleep
I stroke your aching mind
A colorful touch persuades rest
The window closed now
Sheets tucked beneath your chin tight
No longer wandering about
Your body dormant for the night
A once outstretched arm
Now curled against my chest
Paint trickling from my fingertips
Intoxicating you
Smaller, even smaller sips
Here we lie
In technicolor silence
Lay back your head
Close your eyes now
Give way to ecstasy
Yes, that’s how
The sun-kissed branches
Tickle the window gently
The warmth of the sheets
Running across our bare skin
Your body lying idly in bed
Flustered colors fall to sleep in your head
And so I say
One last goodnight
Falling slowly to slumber
Here we lie

comments?...
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Friday, November 25, 2005

Nothing's been up. I've been cutting again. Oh wait no, *cough* The cat scratched me. Yeah, whatever. I went to go see the new Harry Potter movie. it was pretty cool. I'm going again today to see it with a diffrent friend. My best friend's blown me off twice this week, after promising to do something with me, so she could do something else with her new boyfriend. Well, megan, if you're reading this FUCK OFF. I think I'm getting fat. I weigh 5 pounds over my usual 92. So I've stopped eating too. My RP with Mizu-chan is getting interesting though, it's quite enjoyable.
My father is gone, for another six months. he doesn't even feel like a part of my life anymore. Even when he is here, we're fighting. It'd be so much easier just to say I don't have a father, as for him to say he hasn't a daughter.
I guess I should go get all pretty (lol, yeah fucking right) before Mom gets home so she won't get on my case for being lazy. I'll post later and try to get to the other sites.



*~Serenity~*
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Thursday, October 27, 2005

When you cut me in two, I never thought I would bleed...
I haven't much time right now, I have to get a ride with my father for the field trip at 5 this morning with the band.

This is for Austin, something he can read for when he get's back if I haven't updated again by then:

Austin, I still love you, I have always loved you, and I will love you for forever.Don't ever worry about giving up on you, I will never let go.The past few months have been hard, for the both of us, but I had no doubt in my mind that we wold make it. We just fit together like that.I will be here waiting, in this no where city, in this no where state in my no where household with a heart that knows exactly where it belongs. You are always on my mind and I am never EVER letting you go.
I miss you so much and love you even more.

xoxo*~Lis~*xoxo
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Monday, October 10, 2005

She's in love she's got that fire in her eyes...


Current Song:Just For-NickelBack



How ish everyone today? I'm doing good, enjoying my day off from marching band practice! I have a new project I'm working on, a picture of Shmizunator's charrie Lance, the sexy half-vampire. I drew my charrie last night and added it to my fan art section, as well as another piccy that I would love for you all to go check out, vote on, leave comments, etc. Thank you ^_^
Yesterday my friend Anthony and I went to Walmart with my mom after he came over for lunch after church and we took the mops and brooms and used them as light sabers, then skipped around the store inbetween the aisles and stuff. It was so much fun! I think he has to work today though T_T I can't wait until I'm 16 too..then I can work with him at Pampered Pets! ^-^
Um, well, here's a song from Nickelback's new album, that I'm going to use as my wedding song ^-^
"Far Away"

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and, never let me go


bye bye!
*~Serena~*
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Sunday, October 9, 2005

   *yyyyaaaawwnn*
Current Song: Scars-Papa Roach
Current Mood:Tired!!



Wow! That was an awesome party last night! Maybe when I get the pictures developed I'll share them with all of you.
Today I'm going to church with my friend Anthony and then I think I'm good for the rest of the day. I might work on some new drawings for ya guys and hopefully get around to everybody's sites.
My sister and I started a new RP and I am so excited! I love role playing, it's so much fun!!!
Well I gotta go find out what to wear and rearrange my SEVEN earrings.

Love and blessings!

*~Serena~*
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