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Wednesday, December 8, 2004

   Betrayal
I see the hopes dangling In front of me. Do I reach forward and seize them, or do I turn the other way? Though the fire I must pass through will scorch and burn my soul that is a soul, wouldn’t it be worth it at the end? Every little bit of happiness hangs with anticipation. My life is on the line. I am the person who is visible, but not seen. I am sensed but not felt. I am a thing, a person, unlike all the rest of you. I feel with emotions that are expressed plainly to the robots. But now it all hangs in front of me. Should I let it drop to the floor shattering everything I’ve worked for? But why…why do you tease me with something so fragile? Why do you enjoy the pain and torment you inflict upon my sensitive soul? I thought you loved me…what did I do wrong? I thought you were different from all the rest; I thought you were the someone just for me. I thought I was special to you…but now…I don’t know what to believe any longer. I don’t know who I can trust…please tell me…can I trust you? I thought…wait…what did I think?

I was hurt very badly yesterday..and I made sure I felt the pain myself. my best friend has been lying to me and stabbing me in the back and when I questioned him..he said everything was true. I cant believe the only person I thought I could trust went and did that to me.for everyone whos ever wondered what its like to slash your wrists,it doesnt hurt as much as everyone says it does. well I have to go now.
I send all my love,hopes wishes and dreams to my shadow dragon
~Serena~
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