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Friday, February 4, 2005

   Middle of My Thoughts
I see a mirror
But no reflection
I find one memory
A simple recollection
From the bottom to the top
Bottom to top, I stop
In my heart where it ought
In the middle of my thoughts
A pain brews within
Like a cut on my skin
It grows and it tears
So we all know its there
The blade kisses my arm
As the blood runs like tears
I scream but I can't
So no one hears
The door closes with a slam
It locks with a key
The lights flicker off
And now its just me
I search for a light
I search for a friend
But there is nothing but shadows
Darkness ¡®till the end
I awake in my room
Sweating on the floor
I scream with silence
And I'm dreaming once more
I shut my eyes tight
Slowly count to ten
I cry with silent sobs
And wait for the pain again

hey I need something to rid of the urges..poetry helps a little I guess..I suppose its mostly the fact that my friend Damien will kick my ass if I ever cut again..<<>> I wanna quit..I have for 5 weeks now..Im glad you are all doing well..I miss you guys..
¢¾Serena¢¾
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