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Tuesday, March 1, 2005


   Dear Friend...
My heart is such a fragile thing
Why, dear friend, do you want it to break?
All your beautiful words, just a lie
Was this love I felt just a mistake?
Don't count on me
I will let you down
I will fill you with hate
Please don't love me
This is not how love is supposed to be
Tainted and evil
Breaking, splintering, falling apart
My tender thoughts
And my heart
I bring just a burden
To this poor, unloved world
I am just a worthless shadow
Barely even a girl
Can you see me?
Feel me in yours arms somehow?
I'm screaming and crying your name
Can you hear me now?
Am I all alone?
Just not meant for love?
Am I meant for Hell below
Or the heavens up above?
Will you keep me here with you?
Is that something you would do?
Please keep me here
For just one more night
Nothing is close to better
Nor ever alright
Dear friend
As I see it in my view
Do you want my heart to break
Just for you?

this poem really has nothing to do with whats going on in my life..but i wrote it anyways...i submitted a new fanart, hopefully it will make it...
for all those who were worried, I am not on the verge of suicide, Im not going to kill myself, im not going to do anything stupid, so let you worries be at ease. im fine, really i am. my life took a plunge and someone brought it right back up for me...i send my love to him.
if you want to know how i feel, its not depressed, angry, or anything of that sort...i feel loved and dreamy...and im not waking up
¢¾Serena¢¾

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