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Wednesday, March 2, 2005


Lonely...
I looked out the bus window
Watched the trees dancing past
My mind could not concentrate
The world was going by way too fast
I began to shiver
Though I wasnt cold
Loneliness stared me in the face
Though t'was a stare I could not hold
Abandonment prickled up my arms
I tried to make it go away
A lost feeling whispered in my mind
I tried not to listen to what it had to say
Everyone around me
Laughing
Giggling
Having fun
But I am no where close
To being like 'everyone'
A broken past, a foggy future
I dont know where im going
I know not of true love or joy
I dont think i can go on not knowing
I hugged my arms around me tight
This empty feeling just didnt seem right
I choked back tears
Hoping the sadness would not shine through
What more can i say?
I miss you...

okay,so my mind tends to wander when I'm alone...I was very lonely on the bus yesterday...I basically hate everyone on both the girl's and guy's teams...the loving,dreamy feeling has not gone away,if thats what you were thinking...it's not gonna go away...
I didn't get home 'till late last night cuz our stupid bus was late...and it was COLD...the wind was blowing and everything..good thing I brought my jacket..but Meg didnt bring hers so she was trying to nest herself in mine..and you all know how I am about the whole people-touching-me issue..so I was very uncomfortable with her growing off my side..but w/e...
I g2g finish up some stupid skewl project...ttyl
¢¾Serena¢¾

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