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Sunday, March 20, 2005
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I have not been around lately,I am aware of this. My life,its taken quite the down-hiller. My friends are beginning to realize the true person I really am and for that, a lot of fights have been breaking out between them and I. My mother and I have been in a battle for about 2 days now about therapy again,because of the cuts on my arm that she found. No one said I was the one who put those cuts there, then again no one said I wasnt the one who did it. I have a built up anger inside of me and a terrible feeling in my chest all the time now. I want to tell someone about it,exactly what it is,because believe me I know what it is, but not even my best friend seems like someone I can tell. I seem angry all the time now. I dont know why this is, or why Im like I am, I just know what is making me feel this way. Im sure no one here understands what I'm saying.
My mother spoke to me of my father and I realized I dont know this man anymore. He has been gone for long that he doesnt even seem real anymore. He's just a topic for this family's discussion. I hate him even more,knowing he isnt even real to this family anymore...or to me at least.
My AOL has been acting up and I havent been able to talk to the person I know could make at least some of this confusin go away,maybe I can get in contact with him soon,before something happens.What that someting is,Im not sure.
*~Serena~*
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