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Saturday, April 2, 2005
Your eyes were covered in sunglasses when they first met mine,I sat there and stared at you,you didnt seem to mind..
I love that song..I Don't Wanna Know by New Found Glory..a tearjerker,the video anyways..I know,I know,I'm weird..but I am very sensitive to certain things,so deal with it.
But this post has nothing to do with New Found Glory..no,not at all..
First of all..at 11:28 last night,Leera,from Mizu-chan and my RP died..so everyone honor her death..Shadow died too..she was kickass...Now Clover has the new sexy Iji all to herself^-^[I'm such an evil person]
And the second thing..is my dream..now I have been having the same dream for the past 4 nights and its getting really annoying...I never want to sleep again Oo Here,let me explain..
It all starts out in a dark alley..lying on the ground I slowly sit up and look around..the ground is cold and there is blood on the wet concrete below me..but it isnt mine...I dont think..I look up and theres a boy standing there..in all black,with emerald eyes and big black wings..and he looks at me..as though I have done something horrible to him..tears streaming down his face..I always ask him whats wrong..but he never answers..
Next thing I know Im outside in the woods..and I've finally met my sister,Mizu-chan!But my father is sitting there yelling at me the whole time..and so is my mom..and they just keep yelling horrible things at me..Bitch,slut,whore,you name it..theyre yellin it at me..so eventually I get fed up..and I tell them to shut the hell up..my dad backhands me..mom slaps me..and I see that boy again..he looks at me with those sad,yet angry eyes again and disappears..
Next thing I wake up on my aunts lawn up in CT..my whole family is out there..yelling at me..my grandmother is saying a buncha shit about me..and my mom and dad are swearing..and it is soo loud..So I walk around to the back of the house..and my brother is there..he says "Why do you even bother,no one ever loved you in this family..we all just wish you were dead anyways" and I fucking snap..I scream at him to stay the fuck outta my life and I turn to run and theres that boy again..he is taller than me..eh,16-17..and he takes me into his arms and whispers something into my ear..and the ball of anger in my chest just melts away..and when I go to ask him what he said..I wake up T_T
How fucking weird is that?!I mean..like wow..freaking weird..I mean I knew I was weird but my dreams are just fucked up!
The reason I despise this dream so much is all the yelling..I hate being yelled at..if you knew me well enough you would understand why oO
Well,I g2g..it is now 12:35 and Mizu-chan and I are still RPing
No piccies for today...Sorry^^;;
over and out!
*~Serena-chan~*
Paine
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