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Sunday, April 3, 2005
I hate everything about you,why do I love you?You hate everything about me,why do you love me?
*yawns and rests chin in palm,elbow on pc desk*G'morning everyone.Not much happening here..just lounging around in my boxers and this shirt I swear is see through its so old(good thing I wear an undershirt under just about everything)I just woke up from the best dream...not the freaky devil angel boy one..still want to know what the hell he said >< but I was up 'till about 3 this morn. and was listening to Three Days Grace and Breaking Benjamin over and over..and I thought of something kinda weird..now we all know,of course,I'm going to share this weird discovery with you.
Well,one of my favorite songs(Rain,By B.B)has a stanza that goes like this:
['Is it you I want,
Or just the notion
Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around]
Safe to say from here,
Your getting closer now,
We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be'
Now tell me if I'm interpreting this wrong,but the lines in the [-] are talking about not exactly wanting the physical person,but just the thought of safety and the light they provide for this person..like they dont exactly love this person,just the thought of their love.Like they dont really love the person for them..just the comfort of being taken under their wing and guided.Isnt that a little..well I dont know how to describe it..but I mean..wouldnt you be pissed off if someone didnt love you for you?Thats like..liking someone because they look beautiful,but you hate them as a person..now I can see loving for someone because of their personality,but not their looks(cuz thats how it is supposed to be)but the other way around is almost..cruel..its like fake love T_T Sad,isnt it?I just thought about that..real love..its like it barely exists anymore..like the world has completly forgotten what the definition of love is!In my hands I hold a dictionary:
Page 255
Love-strong affections or liking for someone or something;a passionate affection for one of the oppisite sex,the object of such affections;sweetheart*closes book*
I dont see how they can even put the word love in the dictionary!You cant describe it with words(hardly anyways)Only through emotions and feelings..its sad..I just think it is...for all who dont know,I AM in love,I KNOW what love feels like..and I cannot describe it in words..
I just thought this odd
You,re a very depressed, lonely person. Something
happened to you that changed your point of view
on life or maybe you always been this way. You
don't have any friends because you dont see the
point in making them they will just leave
anyway so why bother or maybe you just dont
want them. But try and stay positive there are
people who love you, so dont push them away
they just want to help. You might be scared to
make friends because you think they might hurt
you, but they won't, good friends always stay
together so try and make some. Check out my
new short story.
Whats Your Personality(with PICS)
brought to you by Quizilla
You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and
really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be
alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't
like to be around others and you'd rather be
away from here. You have a get away from me
look and others find you bitchy and
self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a
fair but that's ok because that's who you are.
Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
brought to you by Quizilla
(I think these quizzes are trying to tell me something)
Plus,if I forgot to mention..I'm sick..and it sucks o.O I took some fucking meds on an empty stomach(cuz I never eat nothin)And no I'm regretting it..I'm sneezing and sniffling and I'm crying like all the time,cuz my eyes hurt like fuck!My mom thinks I'm going through a breakdown or something.I hate this..someone shoot me and rid me of this pain,please ~.~
Oh yeah and check out my new KH fanart plz and vote and leave comments and shit
over and out!
*~Lissa-Ann~*<--(friend Em has started calling me that..middle name is Ann,for those who dont know)
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