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Monday, June 13, 2005
Always(Saliva)
I hear... a voice say "Don't be so blind"...
it's telling me all these things...
that you would probably hide...
am I... your one and only desire...
am I the reason you breathe...
or am I the reason you cry...
Always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't get around you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I guess that I知 out the door...
and now I知 done with you...
I feel... like you don't want me around...
I guess I値l pack all my things...
I guess I値l see you around...
It's all... been bottled up until now...
as I walk out your door...
all I can hear is the sound...
Always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't get around you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I guess that I知 out the door...
and now I知 done with you...
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I left my head around your heart...
Why would you tear my world apart...
Always... always... always... always...
I see... the blood all over your hands...
does it make you feel... more like a man...
was it all... just a part of your plan...
this pistol's shakin' in my hands...
and all I hear is the sound...
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I guess that I知 out the door...
and now I知 done with you...
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I pick myself off the floor...
and now I知 done with you...
Always...
Always...
Always...
Time seems to be standing still.It is so weird.I can hear the rain, feel the cold air from the A/C vent, see the minutes passing.
But time is standing still.
I've been working on that song Mike asked me to write.It's called 'Everything' and I'm still not quite done with it. But I don't think I can show it to Mike. He wouldn't understand...
But he didn't say I had to share.
I made a greeting and send it in.Hopefully they'll aprove it.
I'm being shipped away from home for two weeks up to Conneticut.That families had a big fight over me.The ppls in Texas wanting me there, the ppls in Conneticut wanting me with them, this family here just stirring problems and keeping me from both of them.So what do they do?
"Elissa, pick where you're heading because either way someone will be pissed off at you."
So, I'm going to CT I guess.My granmother made my mom cry and she started cussing her out over the phone.Dad got mad at her and started yelling,then shut himself in the garage and got drunk..he then pulled me out onto the porch while he smoked in the rain and had me talk to him.I don't know what he, or anyone else for that matter, expect me to do.I don't wanna leave here,then again I don't want to stay.
Life can be so fucked up sometimes.
I was watching Sweet November before I got online.I love that movie, just so everyone knows.It makes me cry everytime.So,if you ever want to get me to cry,play that movie, it's a tear jerker.Pathetic right?Whatever.
I've been sick to my stomach the past four days.Anything I eat, I end up throwing double what I ate.So,I kinda just stopped eating.I know it's not healthy,but I dunno what to do.So, if you're talking to me on IM and I just disappear,I'll be back A.S.A.P
Well, my dog is looking at me like my typing is driving her insane and my kitten is out to kill the mouse,so I'm probably gonna go sit in bed for awhile and listen to the rain.It sounds so beautiful...
*~Lis~*
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