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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

   'You have me forever...now let me go'
I hear... a voice say "Don't be so blind"...it's telling me all these things...that you would probably hide...am I... your one and only desire..am I the reason you breathe...or am I the reason you cry..I feel... like you don't want me around...I guess I’ll pack all my things..I guess I’ll see you around..It's all... been bottled up until now...as I walk out your door...all I can hear is the sound...I love you...I hate you...I can't live without you...

Someone, please, I'm begging you, shoot me.I can't take this anymore.My eyes are burning my stomach,feels like someone is twisting a thousand knives over and over again,my head feels like it's been smashed with a couple of hammers. And I still don't know what's wrong. This is Hell.My father wants me to get checked out as soon as I can get an appointment.My mom says just to suck it up.My brother...well, fuck him. My friend Robert knows something is wrong.He's really worrie about me.He's been at my window every night to talk to me.He's so sweet.
In other news, enough complaining, I dyed my hair..again.lol.It is, instead of black and blue,like I wanted, burgundy with blonde stips.It is pretty cool, but I feel like a calico cat. *meow*
Well, I really don't have much more to say, so I guess I'll go.I need some more pills anyways.
*~Lis~*
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