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• 1991-02-24
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• 2004-11-29
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• creative thinker,musician
Real Name
• Elissa (pronounced uh-lis-uh) but you can call me Serena

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• discovering the beauty of rain...
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• forever
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• Inuyasha,Wolf's Rain,Chobits,DNAngel,Samurai Champloo,Full Metal Alchemist,Paranoia Agent, Elfen Lied, Kare Kano, Death Note
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• Follow the backroads of America with Slipknot blastin' and His eyes on me...
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• writing, drawing, listening to music, shooting, playing my guitar
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• playing the flute,drawing, soccer, playing my guitar

myOtaku.com: BlackWolfSerena

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Just tell me it's okay to die...
There is so much I could say...
So much I should say...
So much to do...
And so much I won't...
I'm back...
Or am I?...
I think I left myself...
Back in Conneticut...
Sitting down in the basement with my Uncle...
Talking for hours on end...
Laughing...
Laughter...
I remember it now...
He gave me some CDs...
And some other things...
Like self confidence...
But I left it with him...
And I cannot have it back...
I sat alone today...
With people all around me...
And felt so terribly lonely...
That it hurt...
So I tried to stop thinking....
It did not help...
Nor did my music...
Because it almost made me cry..
When all I could hear....
Echoing in my ears...
Was...
'I wish you were here'...
And I thought of him...
But mostly of Him...
Who is much more important...
To me...
I miss Him...
Then another sat..
Right in front of me..
And I wrote this...
To stop from busting out...
In tears...

I watched him as his eyes flickered around the room before they fell upon me...His gaze was warm as it locked on mine and my body went numb as I stared back...When his friend saw me staring he began to look at me his filthy eyes burning through my top...Wanting to throw my arms across my chest I looked away as all the blood in my body rushed straight to my cheeks...As he stood his friend snickered and I felt cheap but his eyes were still warm as they said a silent goodbye...

My eyes burn...
My Cd is starting over...
The last song...
Echoing in my head...
Only to replace...
The one before..
That makes me think...
Of nothing but Him...

I’m floating down a river
Oars freed from their homes long ago
Lying face up on the floor
Of my vessel
I marvel at the stars
And feel my heart overflow
Further down the river
Two weeks without my lover
I’m in this boat alone
Floating down a river named emotion
Will I make it back to shore?
Or drift into the unknown
Further down the river
I’m building an antenna
Transmissions will be sent
When I am through
Maybe we can meet again
Further down the river
And share what we both discovered
Then revel in the view
Further down the river
Im floating down a river

My eyes...
Want to close...
But reluctantly...
Refuse to agree...
Because I miss Him...
And everything else...
Where has it all gone?...
I find it hard...
To discover happiness in my life...
Ever....
I am so abnormal...
It scares me...
To death...
You saw me reaching...
Why couldn't you meet me half way?...
You saw me bleeding...
Why couldn't you put pressure on the wound?...

ps: please check out my 3 new fan art and comment...
thank you...
in advance...
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