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Tuesday, July 26, 2005


I HATE MYSELF, ACK!!!

I am the worst person when it comes to talking to hot guys...band camp has been fun, even though the music is super hard..
But when I first got there Monday, we were standing at attention and I happened to glance over and I saw this SUPEr hot guy! So I was like WOW! So I asked a couple people about him, but of course all my friend are freshmans like me so, we didn't know anything about him..so I waited until we were called off the field by grade and found out he was a Sophmore! Only a grade ahead of me =^-^= So my friend were making fun of me by now and we all went to the wall and found his name is Ian Bruce..*giggles* Alright, time for a full body description:
Long brown curly hair with blonde highlights, down to his shoulders,beautiful crystaline blue-brown eyes, beard/mustach combo. nice shoulders, slender but muscular and really nice legs, skinny wrists and ankles.
So, first day I just longingly stared at him from afar, catching his eye every now and then.My Junior friend Anthony foudn out about it and said he would talk to him about me ^///^
So I got there this morning and tackled Anthony in a hug..he smiled and we stood there together for awhile and he asked if I was still obsessing over Ian and I was like 'yeah ^////^' and he said 'You know what, he's gonna end up liking you and you're not gonna know what to do.'
Well my friend Trevor found out about him..so he said he was gonna tell him I liked him! But, HE TOLD THE WRONG GUY!!! Now I have this freaky other freshman constantly talking to me because he thinks I like him ><
I ended up sitting three seast from Ian today, so I said 'Okay, I"M GOING TO TALK TO HIM TODAY!' and this junior named Nathen heard and said he would help me out.
So after lunch we're all heading to sectionals and Ian is RIGHT in front of me, and I'm too shy to talk to him.Nathen runs up to him and says 'Ian, there is this really weird freshman who wants to talk to you! She's walking like right behind you'
My stomach flopped and my face flushed..and who other than my wonderful friends come up and start forcing me towards Ian! So he turns around and gave me that weird 'what-the-Hell-do-you-want' smile and I got so nervous I started rambling and now he thinks I'm a total whackjob!!
I just want to shoot myself AND my friends..
hopefully things will go better for me..I plan to say hi to him tomorrow morning when I'm waiting outside with Anthony ^///^
(f.y.i-he plays trumpet and so does Anthony and Trevor)




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