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Monday, November 20, 2006

[..quote..] you are my soul [..unquote..]
It wasn’t like we had planned to leave, to get up and go, just like that.

Everything passed by me, the timeframe of an hour whirling by into a five-minute moment, from when I saw Him and opened the door into His world to the breath I stole when we set out away from everything we knew. There wasn’t a doubt in my mind that this was what I wanted to do…nothing could stop me now.

So here we are, fighting and trying to hide the scars, I’ll be home tonight, Take a breath and softly say goodbye.

I wonder how long it will take my mother to realize my bed was long left empty. He bottled up my scent and essence from the sheets, leaving nothing but a memory; I trust Him with it. She’ll curse my name down to hell and hope to never see my face again, but deep down I know she understands why I’m doing this. It wasn’t the love for Him that I had kept bottled up for so many years, or even the faint pink lines of remorse left on my arms…it was the blatantly hidden fact that I had found myself in Him and now I was a whole person, no longer in pieces. I had found me in Him.

hello love,
where did we go wrong?
riding all weekend
in the passenger seat of your truck
chasing away the tears that blinded me
and killed you.
in return for my mourning
the windshield stole images of your eyes
the ones I loved…
the ones I kissed…
for weeks I plastered my body
to the steering wheel
grasping what the air left of you…
hearing tires kissing pavement
a screech
[death in a whisper]
my voice
as it watched the glass shatter in a collision
that killed you.

I’ll Keep You.


PS: If this is Austin, I still love you.
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