Tuesday, March 23, 2004

back-up
Alrighty then. Now to catch up on what's been going on. To rant about the person I wanted to before, Scott was being such a *dork*. He was one of the main characters, and the night of the last fecking rehersal, he cut and went to a Train concert... Train isn't even all that good... so, WTH? Anyway, due to that, we had to recast the part of Leonato. Funny thing is, the guy that got his part, is like, his arch enemy. Jerry wanted the part from the get go, and he got it ^_^. Thankfully, he knew most of the lines since he was always filling in for the times Scott missed regular rehersals. ANywho though, I'm pretty much over that. Scott still showed up for the play to do tech, since he couldn't be in it, so I guess I have to give him some credit.... He didn't have to lie about being sick when he went to the concert though.

So yeah. Next things next... I dunno if I can talk about this here, so I'll try to keep the dirty subject clean, the best I can. Ya remeber the guy I had talked about before, that I think I might like, that I haven't seen in ages? Well... I descoverd I do like him... alot... And my best friend knew this. He claims to have known too, although I didn't actually tell him exactly how I felt untill friday evening. *sigh* Even though my best friend has a boyfriend, she still... She "messed with him" Thursday night. Didn't tell me when she came over Friday. Uhhhm.. yeah. and guess who messed with him Friday night and Sunday morning. Noone said anything to me about what they did untill Sunday night when me, Amanda, Paul and Adam went out to shoot pool. I rode with Amanda and she told me what happend, and why she didn't tell me. She said she didn't tell me coz she didn't want me to get upset and all that, before the play so I didn't screw up. Nice reason, but look where it's put me... No, I'm not mad at them... Not really. I'm just hurt and I don't know what to do. It's awkward. She and I went out to dinner last night before she had to go to work and talked about stuff. The more we talked, the more it seemed like he set things up to mess with her >.< that angers me so much since before, he was tellin me he couldn't care any less about ... uhh.. physical "interaction" at that point.... *sigh* And that's all it was between them. Friday night, when we were done and were chillin on the couch, I asked him what it felt like to finaly have me after all this time (he's been after me practially since we've known eachother) and he said it was better than he thought it would be, and that he hoped it would become more than just that..... I dunno if that was true or not, after putting 2 n 2 together. It just sucks so bad that when I finaly find a guy in the "local facility" that I'm actually falling for... he turns out to be like that. Every time!!! Bout to give up on men all together. They suck so bad. Yeah... So I'm taking him to a dance this friday. I'll be able to talk to him then, or when he comes over tonight... if he keeps that promise this time.. last time I waited all feckin day for him, and he didn't show.

In better news, I'm on my way to being famous. I'll explain the reason, first. A friend and I got in trouble alot in my 5th period class for talking about naughty stuff. So we passed a note back and fourth. At one point, I would have been writing out a long paragraph, and I write sooooo slow. So... I drew a diagram. Looked like porn since the way they were positioned, and they were stick figures. I looked at it and was like "woah! I'm so going to be famous for stick figure porn!" I drew my first "issue" last night. It's all funny. Deffinately good for a laugh, and not a stroke. (Bad puns are just... bad)

Hmmm. Let me think for a while. Is there anything else I may have forgotten about.... Hrm... I dunno... Those things are the only thing that's really plagued my mind. Ohhh yeah! I'm starting a new story. It's kindof odd though, since I don't know much about what it's developing into. In a way, it's a fan-fic that's based on Death. The only catch is, I've not gotten to read Death, and all the characters are my own. Eventually, I'm going to set it up so they meet with the cast of Death, and possibly go into this war of some sort, that will more than likely turn out to be pointless. Hrm.... So far I've got Chaos, Sorrow, Regret, Joy and Lust. I was just really bored... I drew them first, wrote emo poems next to them and then thought of the idea to turn them into a story... So yeah. O.o I just got a mind block.... Forgot what I was gonna put with that. Any way... yeah... I'm gonna go... Do other crap since I really have nothing to do... I suppose I could evade the server and put that banner up on my photobucket thing... but I don't know if I feel like it. Maybe I should check my email instead... yeah. I'll go do that. Much Luv n Stuff.
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