Thursday, April 8, 2004

Spring Break
This is more than likely the last time I'll leave anything for you peoples who are strange enough to read my stuff, untill tuesday. Spring break starts tomorrow and I don't think I'll be going to the library. I'm gonna coup up and play Legend of Dragoon all weekend, even though I think I've gotten it almost beaten. *cabbage patches for that*

Yeah... So.. Emotionally, things are weird... My Stud and his boytoy broke up... Makes me feel bad... well.. yeah. I was on AIM yesterday, before school let out, and Stephen was talkin on his SN. He came on too and I dun like talking with him in a big chat session, unless it's just me, him and our friend April. I left.. For two reasons really. One, was because of the amount of people there... The other was because of JT. I wanted to focus mainly on him, instead of 5 or 6 other people. Coz.. yeah.. misseded him and all that stuff... >.< Liam (my Stud), for the first time, got jealous of him and that caused problems between he and I. Said he felt like second best... Really, there's no way either of them could be second best... I care for them both, so much. But, I do love Liam, with all the love I have. I can't honestly say I "love" JT but I do love talking to him, and I care about him, alot. Which... made it hard to do what I decided on, last night. See... I've been waiting a long time to get back with Liam. I f*cked up big time when I left him before... *sighs* So yeah... I asked Liam about getting back together... and before he answerd me, I told JT what I was doing.. even though it was weird, and kindof painful to say that to him. So worried about how he feels about it. Well... Yeah, understandably, Liam said he has to think about it. Was a bummer, but understandable.. and I couldn't say much any way, considdering that me asking period, comes off to me, as somewhat selfish.

So, on a better, happier note, if I can scrounge around 20 dollars quick, I'm gunna go see Andrew W.K. Next weekend. Squeeeee! Gosh. LOL just thinking about that now, gets me in an uber good mood. Or, atleast makes me feel a little more sane. But yeah.. Adam and his brother are going with a few other people. If I can get the money, we gotta find 2 other people. If we can't it looks like we'll be taking his room mates *cough* and they don't like me.. I don't want to be stuck in a car for an hour or so, with a couple of dykes that don't like me at all. I think they're pretty chill, but they think I'M a bad influence on him *shakes her head* YEah.. but I'm the one trying to get him to grow up a little more. Such a bad influence am I. *nods agreeingly while rolling her eyes* So, we're gonna try to get Amanda and her man to go, since there'd be no reason for he and I to go, if we'd have to take an extra car, just coz one of us wouldn't fit in the other one. *laughs* being fat is fun sometimes! Anywho... What would be better, is if I could go see Godsmack tomorrow instead. Don't have money for that though.. and they already orderd and have the tickets. I told em all to take a cam corder and bootleg just the performance of the song Serenity for me. That song's so beautiful ^_^ *halo*. But yeah yeah. Going to see Andrew W.K. gets me pretty hyped. But yeaaah... I need a site of the week recomendation.. and i don't really have one, so I'm gonna go find one. Maybe an... wait. Right off the top of my head, I got one. I used to spend hours on the anime turnpike... so if you don't use it, go ahead and check out The Anime Web Turnpike hmmm.. Actually, thinking about it, I haven't been there in a while. Me thinks it's time to go back! ^_^ Tah!
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