myOtaku.com: Blaze

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1985-03-09
Gender
• Female
Location
• Williamsport PA
Member Since
• 2004-02-03
Occupation
• I am the gum that sticks to your shoe.
Real Name
• Jadeness

Personal

Achievements
• Not killing you.
Anime Fan Since
• Since I was about 7 or 8.
Favorite Anime
• Inuyasha and Gundam Wing. O.o and Death is a kick arse manga. Ha... Not even half way through it yet, and it's great.
Goals
• Aspiring artist!
Hobbies
• Drawing, writing, skating, being somewhat anti-social
Talents
• Drawing and writing, I guess. people say I'm really good at both

myOtaku.com: Blaze

Friday, April 23, 2004

I wasn't going to post.. but I've got quite a bit on my mind and need to vent
Well.. Yeah. I don't even really know what to talk about. But.. After one block of confusion is knocked out of my head, another one takes it's place. Coz now there's these other two guys. LOL that makes me sound so skanky. Funny... But both of them have always been "special" to me, but crap wound up happening, that drew us apart. I feel bad for the one though. I ask if he's "available" because if not I didn't want to waste my time in letting myself grow attached to him again, and he said it's "undecided" so... I left whatever there was developing, behind me. I don't need to waste myself away on something useless and harmful. Although, we started uhhm.. messin 'round, and it was kindof fun n all... And later last night, when I had to leave, he got.. uhmm.. is upset the right word? I dunno... I was oblivious to the matter ofcourse.. and it took the other guy (next one I talk about) to point out what his silence was about. That made me feel really horrible, but I told him I didn't want to get attached if there was no sence in it... But yeah there's this other guy, who's like.. Uhm... I don't know how to explain with him. All I'm doing is hurting myself when I think of him, because he's taken. I'm a stupid punk ass. that's all. Don't we all want, what we can't have, at one point or another?

*whimpers and goes ferral, taking her panther form and hides her head under her big paws*

I'm just a confused person, and sometimes it hurts.*scampers off and clings to JT's back after he reads this and chews on the shoulder of his shirt, being careful not to rip it* I'm just a bit young and a bit dumn, and I gotta deal with it. O.o along with the fact that my emotions rule me, and for some reason, I can't controll them. *roars quietly and hops off of his back, knocking him down with her tail. Crawling into his lap, she shrinks to he size of a normal house cat with oversized paws and lays her head on his thigh* Sowwie >.< *flicks her tail back and fourth thinking* So any way, how was your day yesterday? LOL All of you.

*gnaws on her Sharpie and clicks add post*
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