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Wednesday, May 12, 2004


Why?
Why do people chose suicide? I mean really... Things CAN be worked out... Things.. Damn.. fuck my long anti-suicide speach. I hurt... alot... My best friend in the world is laying in a hospital bed on life support after losing a lot of blood. There's not a damn thing I can do... accept think on it. He's so far away... hurting... and I can't be there... Can't hold his hand. Can't try to tell him everything will be alright. That I really can be there for him. But... That's okay... He has Mike there. When it comes to Liam.... I trust Mike. Not only do I trust him... I need him now.

I'm not one to pray... Last time I did pray for someone, they died... Part of the reason I suppose I'm athiest. But damn it... If there is an omnipotent god out there... Don't you dare take him. this is the 3rd person whos been so damn important to me, that I'm losing and I don't think I can handle it!

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