::Update
Tomorrow is DOOMS DAY for me...okay..i'm tired...for once i'm tired...just to let u guys know i'll probably be gone for a while...this will be my last post if i don't survive the surgery...if i survive i'm going to see if my bro could bring my laptop to the hospital or i'll use the net through cell phone...i don't know...i don't want to be bored there after the surgery...i'll be knocked out for sure...well...just in case i don't make it...i want to let u all know that u all have been great supportive friends especially jugnaka, he's like a best friend to me here on the otaku...he's a cool guy and he's done alot of nice things to cheer me up. thanks man...oh i forgot to mention EdotenseiHime, she's a cool friend too, and supportive...so i owe thanks to them along with everyone else who do give a damn about me...lol
i'm so freaked out about this whole surgery crap...i'm scared...yes! i am...who wouldn't be...i don't want to think about it...i'm freaked out as i typed this...i don't know what to say...i know i'm just typing whatever that is my mind...i'm confused...i'm angry...i'm stressed..i'm lost..i just don't know...i don't even who why i feel weak right now...well...hope you guys won't miss me while i'm gone...i'll be back...i know it...i have to...well...i feel weird...so i'm going to go...wish me luck during the surgery^^...i'll miss u all...
Blazefire