Thursday, January 27, 2005

:3 guh-errrrr.......... has anyone seen the virgin suicides?..its weird...
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Friday, January 21, 2005

have you ever had anime charaters in your dreams?

ive had:vash,feye valintine,merel strief,and her friend?,sesshy(heh),miroku (4 times O.O)oh gosh and a couple more..cant rembet..

i maked out w/miroku in my one dream this week..O.o


golly..no one ever visits or comments on here anymore..i'll probly shut this down real soon
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

go here to see what i look like..gr theres only one picutre..i will get more..O.o

http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=4711967&friendName=beth&Mytoken=20050120123422
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

ok...im going to get some picturres of me uplaoded to the computer sometime within the week so alll you can see what this one looks like... xD
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Friday, January 7, 2005

   hm..ramones as my background now..and red and black here..soon change icon..or not..not best ramones pic..joey looks really fat when normally he looks anorexia.LOL

hm...........ahh im so sorry i havent talked to you ...pst..you know who im talking to..
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Sunday, January 2, 2005

gosh..i feel like dying....so i wrote this small lil saying

"If you feel like dying, you may want to try bleeding from your heart..."

but words cant describe my feelings now..am i going back to my old ways?

annndd..should i update my bg and colors and stuff?tell me plz
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Friday, December 31, 2004

   Broken,Breaking,and Bleeding

My stomachs tied in black lace, My lips are an open grave, I wail,scream,and cry; Blood and sequence posion my eyes, This is so intoxicating, Increase..decrease my medication, I will cut out your love, And hold t high above, For the demons devour, Till your final breath, final hour, You spoke,spat, and spit; Choked on blood of your invent, Carress me, So I can bend,break, and bleed

yesterday i was so mad..that i bit right through my lip..got home and stuck a saftey pin thro it..it didnt hurt one bit..maybe cuz i was so mad or somthing..it closed up thro night tho..feels like a lump..weird feeling

this whole week ive read the bible every night..so happy..
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

   ahhh was i stupid..that was a poem..hehe....now doesnt gerald look so youthful here???

I smiled for once today
It wasnt hard to breathe

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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

I want to purge out this hate,
Choking on gulps of glass tears,
You left me with no choice,
Is this some kind of sick joke!

Look at your hands and face,
They've turned to burning stone,
Trimmmed with my scarlett hate,
I purged all over your fuckin fate!

Take this poisioned wine,
Choke on your words to death,
Eat this mureroud stale bread,
Because I've become your Dark Cheif



haha,.eh.nymph..that wasnt a poem?.LOL..
well..im just so frustrated right now..im struggling light and dark,good and evil..im running scared as hell through my mind all of these thoughts of the past year..scared me as hell...and these stories are coming back to me again..damn..people are so good at that..hate christmas cuase only cuz my mom hasnt had time for the faimly...chasing dance rehersals...buh today and stuff she has...so idk.. o.+
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Monday, December 20, 2004

   I kissed your lips, but you werent there
I feel like crap...i hate christmas..hate it..hate hate hate hate HATE....

bow down to the Gods of Punk & the ones who alll started this faboulous sound of music..The Ramones...

hm..i feel poetic
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