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Wednesday, April 25, 2007


I Don't Know Why. But I Feel So Depressed Still. I Don't Want To Be Here Right Now. I'll Probably Go Home, And Pass Out On My Couch. Maybe Wake Up In Time To Talk To My BoyFriend. Maybe Not. I Don't Know. Can't Wait Till Firday, But Don't Want To Go At The Same Time. So Sad Right Now. So Much Has Happened In The Past 2 Months... Why Did That Have To Happen? I Got Pregnant, With My Ex's Baby. I Lost The Baby On Monday. My Mother Says I'm Going To Get Pregnant Again, Cause I Want A Baby. Which I Do, But Jarret Doesn't Want One. So I Can't Make Him Do that...And The Way My Mother Said That. It Sounds Like She Is Saying I'm A Whore Or Something Which I'm Not. I Do Want A Baby, But Only With The One I Love. Which Is Jarret, But I Can't Mess Up His Life. He Has So Much Planned Out For HimSelf, That I Can't Get Pregnant. I Still Don't UnderStand Why He Would Want To Be With A Person Like Me. I'm So Messed Up... I Can't Fuck Up His Life...

Sincely,

Blood-Goth-Lover

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