Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: Blood-Goth-Lover


Monday, May 7, 2007


I miss him... dont want to be with him... so confused... cutting. drinking...smoking... drugs again...Wanting to get out of here... so depressed...no one cares.. lost without you. but i'm finding my way... what the hell am I going to do?! so confused. stomach feeling weird. watching the blood slowly poor down my wrist... onto the ground. Lost confused. want to be with him.... i miss him... I miss her..wondering whats going on through his mind... through her mind.. confused.. why am I like this? cutting, drinking...lost in the darkness...what is going on? no one to help me.. so confused.. so lost.. cutting drinking... lost in my own little world of War...Cutting drinking and so much more... I miss him... I love him more than any other... what the hell am i going to do? pregnant or not? when will I know... whats going to happen with me??... cutting.. confused...drinking...lost...drugs... found... what the hell am I doing? to myself...someone help me! but I dont want to be help also... what the fuck am i doing?
Comments (1)

« Home