Thursday, May 17, 2007

Making Plans...
I have been making plans for what I am going to do for this long weekend. On Friday I am going to have a fire at Assiniboine Park. Near my boyfriends place, with him, my friend Kendra, Stephanie, her boyfriend, Kayla, Tasha, my brother Alex, and Me. Maybe some of his friends too. I am bringing the 2.6 of vodka that we got last weekend to the little get together. Kendra is going to get her boyfriend to buy her some stuff also. And she is also going to get some coke. I know I shouldn’t be doing it. But I want to try it once again, and I will only be doing it with her. And we will make sure that only we know about it. And yeah... I might end up spending the whole weekend at my friends Steph’s house. So that’s all good. But I might end up babysitting for Dawn-Marie. She said that my boyfriend could come and baby-sit too if he wanted to see me. I don’t know. But yeah. Then I am going to work my ass off finishing all the work that I have to do. Maybe hang out with Kendra again over the long weekend. Not sure. I don’t have school on Friday so I will be just sleeping in then going to my old school where Kendra goes to. And make plans to meet her. I am supposed to get a phone call from my boyfriend tonight to find out when we are supposed to meet up on Friday. All I know it has to be after 5pm cause that’s when Kendra gets out of detention or whatever. But yeah.. I can’t wait for this weekend. It’s going to be so much fun cause yeah... gets to hang out with my friends doing a little drugs … lmao I know you think I shouldn’t do it. But I won’t do it a lot. I will just do it on Friday and that’s all so don’t worry.

Well I finally got a message back from Adam… He said he has a lot of shit going on in his life that he won’t be able to talk to me for a while. And that he isn’t ready to be a father yet because he knows he will suck at it. I said that was fine. I would tell him if I am in 2 weeks or so. Like on Monday if I don’t get my period or what not. I know I’m pregnant… so I said wait 2 weeks and we shall tell… I just want to know what Jarret will think of it… I know he will be sad… he will be mad… he will probably even hate me. But I can’t help what I did. I could have not had sex with him, but I did. So I am sorry for that… I just hope if I am that Adam will realize that he will be a father in 9 months and that he should start to act like one… Like I know his life is pretty hard for him right now. But I mean if he started to act like one then maybe he will get out of debt and shit… I don’t know…

Well I better get to my class. Can’t wait for tomorrow!!! Well See you guys all later… going to my old school tomorrow so I won’t be online… bye!

Lost In My Own Little World Of War

Sincely,

Blood-Goth-Lover

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