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Sunday, May 27, 2007

smiles are gone
replaced with tears
light replaced with darkness
Lost in her mind of confusing
Not knowning what to do
Not knowning whom to love
So Confused...
So Lost
Wanting help but never
Getting it.
Wanting people to understand..
But they never do.
All Alone.
Lost in her mind of confusing
Wishing he will grow up and be
With her..
Wishing many things to happen...
Smiles are gone
replaced with tears...

Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I've been going through lots of stuff right now and I want to just be alone but at the same time I want to be with someone. I'm still with my boyfriend Jarret...And I'm not pregnant... that's good. But I realized... I have to leave my boyfriend...Why you may ask...Cause I'm a slut... I keep doing this... I keep cheating! I dont mean to... ah fuck it. I'm not going to say that. I meant to cheat... but i didn't... no one will understand me... like I knew what i was doing bad...but I couldn't help myself...not when i'm already Adam... Adam is like a drug for me... I can't get enough of him... What the fuck should I do??!! Please god for fuck sakes someone help me! i'm crying here...as I am at my friends place...with my boyfriend sleeping on the bed near me...and I went out and cheated on him!!! omg!!! im a fucking slut!! Amber, Logan, and everyone else shouldn't like me! they should hate me! I am nice...but I cheat! I dont mean to but as i said ADam is like a fucking drug to me. I cant get enough of him. every time I see him, I always do stuff... why?! I am bad... Well I won't be on much for a while again... I need to figure some stuff out... but please do help me... For once I'm asking for help...and I really need it!...

Lost In My Own Little World Of War/Darkness

sincely,

Blood-Goth-Lover
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