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Birthday
1991-11-06
Gender
Female
Location
New Jearsy
Member Since
2005-11-19
Real Name
Gabriel (just for the record I"M A GIRL!! thank u)
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Favorite Anime
Hellsing, Inuyasha, Fullmetal Alchemist, Samurai Champloo, Rorouni Kenshin, Naruto, Vampire Hunter D, Blood: The Last Vampire, Furi Curi,
Goals
I wnat to abble to illustrate anything that is put in from of me, That means that i have a long way to go still.
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draw, read, play video games, be,out alone at night, pretty random...
Talents
I can sing and I learned to steck pretty fast. I guess that's one of my talents
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
mayor depression.....
mna i think im gonna die....just yesturday, i had a mayor deepression.....it even goes on today, i have no desire to do anything, even things that i want or like to do yesturday i just wanted to start crying for no real reson, my mother was making my life impossible and my niece is not doing so good either (i'm gonna kill her one of these days) i feel like i have so many things to do that well, it just brings me down, i mean, i have to pass the grade, because if i don't my mother is gonna send me to Puerto Rico with me father, i want to see my friends.
my closest friends....well they tell me that they really don't want me to move away.....and one of the tell me that he desn't want to hear nothing about me failing or cutting, that's nice but it makes me feel VERY guilty when i fail something or even when i don't go to school, everytime we talk he always asks me if i did my hw.....and i didn't do it them both never let me hear the end of it, they keep a smile on my face and well this week i haven't been able to talk to them, i have had to endure my mother (which i love with all my heart but can be a pain in the ass) my niece (which is a little bithch!!!( and my unwated cmpany during lunch THAT IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!! MORE THAN USUAL!!!
i really have to get over this, or i'll sink for good..... (uhm....i apologize for the colorful language, sorry my bad ppl ^_^)
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