Friday, June 16, 2006

"Air" I am deeply sorry, I have been busy for the last few days. I will only be posting banners for alittle while, I can not continue the story "Secret Desire" for at least a week more, I have been playing "Red Ninja" and "Jak And Daxter1-2-3-Racing Game". I am currently writing a story for my sister, A friendship between Daxter and Jak. I am sorry once againt to those who signed my guest book. Thirty and Above I promise to sign soon once I have more time. Thank you, ~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Thursday, June 15, 2006

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Monday, June 12, 2006

Simple Fire, I hope you know I cried today, I hope you know I died today... I wonder if you know the tears I have cried. I wonder if you have the happiness that died. I hope you are happy now, For doing this to me. I wish I was drowning now, To escape this pain, To be free. My body is burning, with the scars of hate and love. One is the truth, the other is 'love'. I am tired of the lies, the tricks, the games. I am tired of trying, I have nothing to lose now or to gain. There is no excuse now. For these countless lies... I have to leave you now, Because now my heart only dies. "End". Words that needed to be said for all those that have hurt and lied to me. I wish to cry for this, But it is not fair when they at you for it. Please do not comment anything harsh. If you do not like what I have written do not say it. I wonder if, You understand this line. "One is the truth, the other is 'love'." Write it down if you wish to answer. Thank you, "Silent Kill" ~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Saturday, June 10, 2006

~~~ They had finally gotten back, the boys were very tired and Edward kept listening to his brother giggle all the way home. He was happy, because his little brother was happy. He had taken him on a date to a cute little resturant where they ended up sharing a giant peice of chocolate cake, cherries and whipped cream, The older Elric began to think of other things you could put cherries and whipped cream on, pudding, Alphonse... 'No. No No No No.' quickly the older blonde shook his head, thinking quickly he thought about eggs, mm, despite they had already eaten now he wanted to eat an omelette, a cheese and ham omellete. With cheeries and whipped cream and Alphonse... He blushed after that, looking down at his little brother as they had suddenly gotten to their home. Quickly he unlocked the door and took the giggling boy to bed. "Ni-san... Will Ni-san sleep with me?" Oh, how unbearibly adorable. Edward thought that bitterly but his brother was still giggling as he got into the over sized pajamas. He thought about why they always wore clothes bigger then their actual size, mainly because it was easier to hold onto each other that was. And also they never felt like they were suffocating anymore. He also got into his pajamas and curled up in bed with his little brother. The younger blonde woke first, there was an odd sensenation on his hand and as he looked down he eyes widened abit,watching his older brother, licking his hand softly. The young alchemist blushed darkly, he tried to pull his hand away but when he did Edward stopped him, licking at his fingers,like a puppy or a kitten. Poor little Alphonse blushed like a tomatoe as he watched his older brother. Finally, once his hand and been licked completely,said brother looked up at him and smiled warmly,murmuring a soft 'morning and he threw his arms around the one he cared for so. They stayed like that for awhile,enjoying the soft sunlight coming from the only window in the room. The bed felt so soft, The oldest brother had a bed like a cloud and that's why Alphonse loved to sleep in it so much... It was simply soft. The sun reflected off of their pale skin, making their golden blonde hair glow brightly as well. Soft kisses were displayed all over Edward's face as he closed his eyes,staying closed and snuggled agaisnt his little brother. Neither boy even thinked about moving right now, soft breaths passed their lips,joining together before flowing out to the world, they gazed at eachother with deep gold pools that were called eyes. They inherited this from their father, it was one thing Edward liked about him. His eyes shifted as he watched his little brother's fingers touching his automail arm. Suddenly a soft voice was in his ear, asking "Does it hurt...? It feels so cold..." This made the older blonde abit sad,he pulled one of the many sheets over his arm and just pressed closer to Alphonse, murmuring a 'No' and closing his eyes,willing himself back to sleep. ~~~ Thank you, ~

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Friday, June 9, 2006

A Neko-boy picture. I am sorry... I have been quite depressed. I do not mean to ask for help though. This picture is only posted because I am obsessed with a friend on Gaiaonline. He had recently gotten wings. I have been working on a 'new' piczo site. I lost my old password. Thank you, I am sorry. "Hidden Pain" ~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Monday, June 5, 2006

ARTWORK

Series,Random Drawings:Drawn while listening to "Going under" By Evenescense. Series,Character Art:New Neko Boy. Series,Character Art:Old Neko Boy. Series,Random Drawings:Pent up frustration. I am sorry. These are not very good I suppose. But for me I believe I have done well. I would appreciate comments. Thank you, "Silent Rain" ~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Friday, June 2, 2006

Part two of "Secret Desire". I am sorry this is not as long as the first one. I only got to write it last night, And I did not have enough time. I hope you will like it. Once again if there are spelling errors please tell me so I may correct it. I might be off for awhile though. Something terrible has happened and I feel sad all the time. I can not sleep for fear of nightmares... I am sorry. ~~~ "Al?Al??Alphonse!??" The older Elric brother looked frantically for his Alphonse,panicing finally he had tried to calm down. Just enough so he could hear sobbing, silently walking to his bedroom door were the sounds emitted from. Quickly he pushed the door open, watching his brother crying on his bed. Sobbing and screaming how "stupid" he was, silently the older brother walked to him. Wrapping his arms around the slightly smaller form he murmurs quietly against the boys back. "I love you,Alphonse... Don't cry anymore."Sitting up he turned the other boy to face him,wrapping arms around waist he leaned forward, this time his lips were met by his younger brother. 'So soft and warm...'. This was nothing like the special kisses he recieved from his mother,from Winry and once an aciddental kiss from Riza becuase the bastard of a colonel dared her to. They moved for each other untill Alphonse was sitting in the older alchemists lap,their golden eyes staring deep into the depths of the other, reading eachother. The pulled apart,gasping for air, unfortunatly neither of the Elric's were very good at kissing. But because of this their kissing seemed so perfect with eachother. Finally regaining their breath the only hugged tightly,tears staining eachothers shoulder as they cried for eachother. Unable to know exacty how this happened, it didn't matter anyway. The truth was set, they loved eachother more then brothers should and they didn't want it to stop. That night the slept in Edward's bed, kissing eachother untill they fell asleep, nothing else mattered right now. The smell of something cooking reached the blonde's nose, pressing his face more into the pillow as to block of all light he reached over for Alphonse, only to find he was no longer there. He sat up, eyes wide and looking around untill. "Niiiii-san!! Breakfast is ready!" Oh... So he was the one who made the delicious morning scent, 'Duh... He always makes breakfast this early... Espeicially after that incident when-' quickly he shook his head,trying to forget what happened he sighed and drag himself off of his bed. Going to the bathroom and brushing his long hair in front of the mirror, eyes scanning he noticed a small red mark on his neck. Eyes widening he leaned closer to the mirror, yes, there it was. His little brother gave him a hickey... Sighing again he went doesnstairs for breakfast,pulling on a chair as he watched Alphonse, he had never realized exactly how beautiful he was in the morning glow. "Alphonse..." His voice seemed to just float from his mouth, he just couldn't take his eyes of the younger boy. He then decided he would do something special for his pretty little brother, to celebrate their love. ~~~ "Silent Tears" Thank you, ~Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Thursday, June 1, 2006

"Secret Desire" Written By:BloodFilledTears Written For:Princess Anime-chan. Written to:"Can you hear me now?" ~~~ Light footsteps crossed the rooftop, a male blonde alchemist ran as fast as he could. Whenever he needed to he could transmute rooftop peices to thin poles he could run across without breaking, Now the boy had realized exactly how easy it was to escape the military. Tears were stinging his face,blinding his vision as he ran. None of this mattered, Only his precious person matters. A soft breath passed his lips,letting out the small cry for who he longed for so slipping past. "Alphonse." He dropped down easily,head first down the alley, the strong transmutation aura surounding him. As he fell to the hard ground, the stone and cemented were transmuted away,allowing him to pass as he fell. At some point he had awakened,now he was laying in a bed,everything seemed white and blank.He had began to move,desperate for someone. But a soft hand pressed against his chest, putting him down again. As the blonde alchemist looked up he saw his brother, flesh and bone,living, breathing. His eyes went wide as his mind went blank,unable to take that so quickly, tears stung his cheeks again and he cried for Alphonse. Only Alphonse... "Nii-san...Niiiii-san..." A soft whine was heard as he opened his eyes,looking up to his brother, Edward knew he was supposed to get up but... He just seemed so tired, reluctantly he forced himself to get up and was imediatly hugged by his younger brother. They held onto eachother, just for that time. Any physical touch was special to the Elric brothers, Their warmth and beating hearts combining again. Everytime that they touched,held hands or hugged they never wanted to let go, years of being apart was slowly being put back now. They never asked or told the other how Alphonse was alive again, it only mattered that the younger boy was here. Too soon though Edward had to get up, He quickly got dressed and held his little brothers hand. They planned to go out today, despite how hot it was for early summer they wanted to enjoy the sun and lie in the grass with the other. There was a pleasent wind that morning as they sat alone in a field,The blonde alchemist was free from the military so they had gone away. They didn't tell Winry, They didn't tell anyone. They only needed and wanted to be alone together,they laced their fingers with the others, enjoying the feeling of cool skin against skin again. The younger Elric laid his head against his older brothers shoulder and they merely sat like that. Holding hands,eyes closed as they sat amongst the tall grass. As long as they could feel the other there, They wouldn't need any other sense except touch. Alphonse had not known that Edward had feelings bottled up inside of him, even at this very moment Edward was being torn apart. All too quickly Alphonse was flat on his back, his eyes widened as he looked at his brother, said brother was pale, his own eyes wide and he was breathing heavely. Alphonse tried to ask what was wrong but before any noise escaped his throat his brothers lips were on his,melting completely as his brother held onto him tightly. Those lips were so soft and warm upon his own, all too soon though it had stopped. Alphonse voiced ihis brothers name in question but when he looked at the older alchemist he was sitting upright, looking worried he grabbed his brothers hand. "What happened Al? You fell over and you started breathing unnormally... Are you okay?" Alphonse blinked and began blushing,feel sad and depressed he realized he had imagined it. It wasn't fair, he wanted Edward to kiss him, almost so he was desperate. Tears rolled down the younger Elric's face as he shook his head,quickly getting up he said he needed to get something and ran away, Leaving his brother confused and alone. As so he thought... Edward was not confused, the fact was he had kissed his little brother, Not wanting to ruin his relationship with his only family he tried to hide it by lying. Now also feeling terrible he knew he had hurt his little brother and quickly got up,running after him. ~~~ This is the only part I have written so far, I am sorry it is not very good. I also apologise if there are spelling mistakes. Please tell me so I can fix it. "Hidden Smile" ~ChiTsubasa

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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

I am sorry for not posting, I check MyOtaku everyday though, Please forgive me. I have not much to talk about and I might not post very well this summer. It is too warm and I can not focus on anything. But becuase of this, bit by bit I am writing another story. "Red" did not do very well. This is "Secret Desire". It is a shounen ai fanfic for a friend of mine. I hope you will all like it once I am done. The picture itself took almost half an hour to make. I hope to speak to many of you soon. Thank you, "Hidden Smile" ~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

"Hidden Behind These Eyes" "I sit here alone, In this darkness, As you you stare at me as if I am not sane. A small smile appears on my face, As my eyes bore into yours... Now you see, what lies hidden behind my soul. You can not see that I am bleeding. You can not see that I am crying. You can not see if I am screaming. Because, You mean nothing to me. As I mean nothing to you... Behind these eyes, I am so scared I could die. Behind these eyes, I am so scared I could cry. Behind these eyes, I am screaming so loud to show you how much pain you put me through. Because, Behind these eyes, I am so doubtful of you I only lie." Thank you, "Genttle Pain" ~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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