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Monday, April 17, 2006


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"Aka,Red"

"A New Story,Part 3"

Pools of darkness stared into golden orbs, blinking slowly Sasuke had begun to remember where he was. He looked over at his new alarm clock,seeing the time and... It was thursday? But, it had been... Tuesday!
Imediatly he shot out of bed and began to pull his things together,throwing books into his bag and struggling to pull on clean clothes. He ran out leaving the golden blonde to sit alone at the bedside,As he ran to his class he could hear the voices of the other students commenting on something, That... He...
'SA-SU-KE! Where have you been for the last two days? I was about to send out a search party.'
;[banta]; Pain seemed to spread through Sasuke's body from the head down, Wooden doors are definatly one the top five obstacles you will never want to run into. But who would run into anything?
'Sasuke!! Sasuke!!! Are you okay??'
Two arms encircled his body and helped him stand, he didn't believe it was possible to stand on his own so he easily fell back into the blondes arms. He quietly asked if he could take him to his class because he was going to be late and he knew he was capable of walking at the moment,he heard a soft sigh which was probably the answer [yes] seemingly because he had been lifted higher and carried down the hall in the correct direction of his mathematics class.
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'Chi Matsuhan? Chi... Answer me, I want to be moved out of this room imediatly.'
Golden eyes met bright blue ones as -Chi- just smiled at the boy. Edward was mad at him and was wondering if their dorm master would let him move.
'No.'
The response was calm and simple, which only infuriate Edward further.
'I demand a new room! I will not sleep with someone who can not stand on his own feet!'
Once again, his own loud demands were answered calmly by the taller blonde.
'Do you even know his name? I won't let you move so you'll have to live with it.'

'No.'

"End"

Thank you,

~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Thursday, April 13, 2006


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"Aka,Red"

"A New Story,Part 3"

The sky was blue... So blue.;[sigh]; Sasuke was tired of class already,at least he could be alone after this last class. As he looked at the front of the class he realized he did not understand what the teacher was talking about,he looked down at his text book and his eyes widened. He had written over all the pages {I am sorry}
'Sa-su-ke? What's with your text book,did someone prank you?'
Sasuke yelped and looked at the blonde who was his dorm master,staring in completely silence while the other flipped through all the pages.
'I'll get you a new book later 'kay? Class is over now so you can go back to your dorm or not but I'll lock you out if your not back by 9:00.'
The blonde was annoyed at the boy for not answering him,so, he simply smacked him with his own text book.
'ITAI!'
It took a moment for Sasuke to notice the cry of pain did not come from him, his reflexes had worked and he had the blonde's arm twisted into a bad position. Blinking slowly he let go, murmuring a soft ;[I am sorry...]; Sasuke gathered his things and walked as fast as he could out of the room.
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'Ke... Sasuke.'
Black eyes met golden orbs, both boys stared at each other in silence, The golden blonde sensed the others terror and bluntly asked.
'Who are you?'
Sasuke's heart felt like it had been ripped clean out of his body. He knew this boy, and knowing that the golden blonde did not recognise him made him feel completely and utterly dead from the inside out. He could not speak,or breathe... Or even move for that fact, all he did was stare at the other boy sitting on his bed.
'Edward...'
Darkness clouded the dark haired boys vision, all he remembered was seeing those golden eyes belonging to -Edward- moving closer to him and a deep pain in his side,;[the floor]; he though bitterfly before darkness overtook his consciousness.

"End"

Thank you,

"Hidden Smiles"

~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006


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"Aka,Red"

"A New Story,Part 2"

;[bells ringing];
A tall blonde stood at the door,waiting for his younger friend to hurry up and get outside.
'Sasuke!! Hurry or we're gon'na be late!... Sasuke?'
The blonde was becoming impatiant untill his late friend opened his door.He was a complete mess and more pale then he was supposed to be.
'What do you want?'
The boy was annoyed and upset,you could have sworn a little thunder cloud was floating over his head and if you got too close you might be electricuted. But instead two arms had wrapped around him and the blonde started to laugh.
'Ah... You're finally up Sa-su-ke.'
-Sasuke- was not very happy with this person,who on earth was he and why was he hugging him and more importantly since when did anyone on earth actually laugh? As these certain questions ran through his mind he was finally able to ask.
'Who are you?'
The blonde,quite irratably, happily told Sasuke that he was the dorm master. He explained all the dorm rules and how many people stayed in his section of the dorms,all their names, and... and... ;[batta];
'Itai... What was that for?'
Sasuke looked up at his -dorm master-, who had just recently hit his head.
'You weren't paying attention Sa-su-ke.'
Sasuke nearly growled.
'I was so!!'
'Then what is your room partner?'
'...'
Sasuke stared wide eyed, he actually had to share his room? His entire life he had been alone. Except... Back then... Sasuke cringed suddenly which alarmed the blonde.
'Oi are you alright?'
The blonde was now shaking him, Sasuke did not seem to notice what so-ever,in fact, His mind had completely blanked as he stared at the blonde shaking him. Then the bell had rung again.
'Un... I have to get dressed and get ready... Please tell me later I am sorry.'
He backed into his room and started getting ready for class. This was going to be a bad day, He did not like it there but as he walked down the hall there were so many people smiling and laughing with eachother. Sasuke was used to having nothing but gloom around him,Maybe this would be a good change... Maybe.

"End"

Thank you, I will not tell you who the characters are except their names.
I also want to inform anyone who wishes to read this it is Shounen Ai.
"Shounen Ai,Boys Love"
It is a simple romance between two character I and a friend role play.
This is only for her and I do not want anyone to judge my interests poorly.

Thank you,

"Silent Rain"

~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Tuesday, April 11, 2006


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"Aka,Red"

"A new Story"

'Ke-kun!!'
A hand frantically reached forward as the younger boy reached for his friend.He was so scared he did not want him to leave him there alone.
'Ke-kun!!!'
Tears had begun to streak the boys face when his friend did not answer him, he continued screaming for the other boy but there still was no answer. Soon after that he felt hands on his shoulders and something covered his mouth,it smelt funny but he did not have much time to think before everything had gone black.
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Slowly he opened his eyes,hearing that annoying ring of his alarm clock.;[smash]; He then looked up at his irritated brother with fearful eyes.
'Nii-chan why do you keep breaking my alarm clock? You know that it is very precious to me...'
A snort came from his brother as he handed him a letter.The boy stared wide-eyed, He was in alot of trouble for almost killing another teacher at his school. He was tired of being hasseled and the remarks he would get about his family and his past. He looked up at his brother speechlessly.
'N-Nii-chan please I don't want t-to go to another school please don't make me leave aga--'
He was harshly cut of by his elder brother.
'If you continue to harm the teachers I am forced to send you to another school, this time you are going to have to live in a dorm room on the school grounds all year round.'
'I have to go to a bording scho--'
He was once again cut off.
'Not just a bording school, an all male bording shool because hopefully you will learn to pay attention and if you are good enough then I might let you come back on summer break,Understood?'
He nodded slowly, there was no way he would be able to change his brother's mind. Finally his brother had left the room and he began to get dressed and packed all of his things. He looked at the now broken alarm clock he was about to put into his back,A picture of two boys were on it and they were smiling at eachother. Three words were faded on the back but he had not forgotten what they said.;[I love you];

"End"

Thank you,

This is a fanfiction I am currently writing for a friend of mine.
I am only going to write short sections on it and I will try to write some of it everyday.

"Hidden Smile"

~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears


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Monday, April 10, 2006


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"Hana,Flower"

"Never let go...
We continue running,I hold your hand as tight as I am able to.
Please never let go...
We both are crying, as we run away from this world.
'They' don't understand.
We want to be left alone, away from 'Them'.
But I do not want you to leave me, for I am afraid of being alone.
Without 'You'.
My fingers are slowly slipping, I cry out for you.
I am begging you not to leave me.
I do not want to be alone.
And alone at the same time.
I want to be held, only in 'Your' arms.
Do you understand?
I only want to be with 'You'.
Because 'They' are not like us,'They' have terrified us.
'They' do not understand, which makes me wonder...

Never let go, I never want to fall again.
I want to be held safely in 'Your' arms...
Before,I fall, and I am forced to go back to 'Them'.

Please... Never let go."

"Unseen Eyes"

Thank you,

~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Thursday, April 6, 2006


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"Sagaku,Difference"

"Close your eyes and smile
"Just run and do not ever look back
"Always hide behind this smile
"Never tell them you are not okay
"Now look out off the cliff,Enjoy life
"Never fear your pain
"Never ignore your emotions
"Never forget...

"That this is life"

"Hidden Smile"

Thank you,

~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Wednesday, April 5, 2006


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"Kyoutan,Wonder"


Blood stains,
You can't get it off,
It stays there,
You can't wash it or burn it,
It just stays there...

"My head falls back, I scream as loud as I can.
I want you to get away from me.
I want you to stop bringing me this pain.
...I just want you to leave me alone...

I wrap my arms around myself,eyes shut tight.
I pull my legs up,incasing myself into little space as possible.
I am afraid,terrified.
If only I had that one person who was my Angel for one night.
When I was completely alone...
That person stayed with me.

Now here I am,
Screaming.
Because you won't leave me alone,
Because the blood won't leave my flesh.
Because you terrify me."

"..."

~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Tuesday, April 4, 2006


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This was a quick drawing I had done, I was not able to fix it...
I am sorry it is not that good, but in my case it is well done for me.
I will try to post more, I was very preoccupied most of the day.

I had gotten the "Naruto,Clash Of Ninja" Game.
I must admit it was nothing that I expected,
Most of the words and pronounciation was incorrect.
"Jounin" was written "Jonin" and so forth.
It is alright,I have learned how to attack very well with "Sasuke".

I am sorry,
I have seemed to have talked alot but there was something I had wanted to talk about.

"Gentle Pain"

~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Monday, April 3, 2006


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"Shirarai,Unknown"

Tomorrow, I will be posting pictures I have drawn.
I want to inform Certain Dark People that when I ask what you need I would prefer an answer instead of "Okay".
That confuses me greatly because I still do not know what you need.
Perhaps it would be easier for me to just post.
Instead of making friends...

"Hidden Pain"

~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Saturday, April 1, 2006


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~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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