Friday, March 31, 2006

"Shiranai,Unknown" "Pain caresses my weak limbs, darkness takes over my vision. I can taste my blood dripping from my mouth. I feel your presence falling,you have also fallen into darkness. Blood drips down my chest and torso, this hole where my heart used to be. Bleeds without end. My flesh is burning as the rain falls, erasing our blood and sins. Despite the blood and cuts are cleansed, it still hurts." "Unseen Eyes" ~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Thursday, March 30, 2006

"Konmei,Confusion" "I stare off into nothingness,uncertaincy is the emotion displayed across my face. Tears roll down my face as I scream silently, you can not hear my pleas. I am lost, and no one can find me. You torn me up from the inside out, Everything is breaking. My world slowly shatters, as if it were also an illusion. Pain clouds my mind as I feel your arms around me. I looked up at you,my breathing slows normally as I stare into your concerned eyes. Even though, you were not really there. Even though,I am alone. Even though, I know you will never be here again. Even though all of that is true, You still comfort me. I am still lost,uncertain. This world confuses me to no end. As humans, we confuse eachother easily." Thank you, A comment had stood out for me today, I suppose that is why I am posting twice. This is what had made me confused. By Lord Darsha; *poke* hehe it's all good ^-^ it's just been in my head for a bit so i might try to draw it my self...i'm ok...and i think i already know what you are capable of....it's called greatness... "It's called greatness..." "?" ~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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"Shinkan,Silence" I am sorry, I have not been here for a few days and I would like to apologize to Lord Darsha. I am not able to draw female characters, as odd as it sounds despite I am female I can not draw their chests. Their slim figure makes it more complicated for me. I am sorry again, I will try to post more and I will post a few pictures to show you what I am capable of. Forgive me, I am deeply sorry. Thank you, ~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears "Gentle Pain"

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

I want to say Thank you,For those people who have liked my site and for the people who have commented on my poems. I honestly do not know what I should post today, Perhaps someone could give me some art ideas? I would appreciate that greatly,I will post anything you request for. Thank you. "Hidden Smile" ~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Friday, March 24, 2006

"Gentle Wind" My hand lines with your hand, We both close our eyes and allow soft smiles to play across our lips. We stand there for hours, Though there is no longer you. I still stand still,feeling the soft breeze that is the hint of summer. These tears rolling down my cheeks,as I continue to smile, burn my skin. Now I open my eyes,staring at the glorious field of sun. This smile will not leave my face, Because I know you are gone and yet you are still here. I fall backwards,into light soft grass. Everything turns dark when you cry, Even when you lay on a blanket of light. I know you are gone and I will never see you again. My dearest friend. ~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Thursday, March 16, 2006

"Merely Because I Could" Did you see my tears,did you hear my screams. I was crying for you,wanting you to hear my pleas, I never wanted you to go away... I never want to be alone. "End" I am tired of the remarks I am getting, I do not want any attention at all, I do not want to be pitied. I am merely here to let go of my mind,every thing I write is what I am feeling, I do like making friends, yet I did not make this site to make them. I am merely here to speak my mind,Let go. Thank you, "Hidden Pain" ~<3Chi/.\BloodFilledTears

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

"Hello, I have decided today I will be posting various Avi's and Banner of my own creation, I will try to post only when there is something I wish to say. Untill then I will be posting my creations at least once a day. Thank you for at least reading, I do not care if you wish to comment or not. "Gentle Pain" ~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Thursday, March 9, 2006

"Have you ever felt... Unsure Everything you had known seems to different and far away from what you trusted. Everyone around you feel like strangers... Because now, you live in your own secluded world. Only you know how to get there,and only you know what is right from wrong. And yet, Your world on the outside has been spiraling out of control. You grow apart from your family and friends, you are the odd one out. You are the loner. You want to be near someone,and yet you are too afraid of being rejected again. That is why... You are alone. Nothing can change it, you have near to no friends. That is why... You live in your secluded world. So you can be happy and safe and alone. Nothing can change it... No one can come near me. Because I only live in my own secluded world. "Unknown" Thank you. ~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Monday, March 6, 2006

This feeling... of comfort and happiness... This Feeling... Of Warmth. When you close your eyes,you wish everything away. Every pain you no longer wish to endure,every fear that keeps you awake all night. I am sitting here,waiting for you,with my eyes closed. I might be asleep,I am possibly dreaming,But none of that crosses my mind when I see your smile. When you smile at me,you walk over and hold me. A soft whisper reaches my ears. "It is alright,I am here". You can not help but smile also,you look up to see that face. And all at once... The person standing there slowly dissapears,you knew you were dreaming the entire time. But, everyone needs a dream. Now,I am sitting here,outside, the sun feels warm against my skin. I can close my eyes,unafraid of the tears that fall and stain the ground. I look into the stream I am sitting near,a never ending flow of water. Somehow,I can not help but feel calm. I silently cry,knowing you are not there. But I feel your hands on mine, I hear you again. "Please do not cry" We must admit, we are nothing except insignificant humans,mortals of this world. We dream for something better then this, We believe we are above the rest. And yet, we are not able to understand the one thing that seperates us from everything else. Our emotions. Once again,I hear your voice. I am unable to understand what you say. But I feel your warmth of your hands against mine. It is almost like holding a ghosts hands,yet warm, I open my eyes and I smile at you. I do not see you, But I know you are there and you always will be. Now, every night... I am not afraid to fall asleep, the fears that rained upon me are put to ease. Because... I know you are there. And... I will never forget that... "Warmth" Thank you, "Soft Wind" ~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Good Day.

I have decided I will be working on another site. But I will not leave MyOtaku,for I have just started here and I enjoy it very much. I need to get My "My Neko My Niisan" Story working. It is about two "Neko-people" That are brothers. They,Along with other "Neko-people" are soilder in a military named "Blood Ribbon". I need some ideas for some chapters and pictures I am drawing,Because I am stuck merely drawing Blood Pictures of Kya,The main character in my story. If you have any requests for me to draw you anything,or for computer art I do simple Avatars and Banners. Thank you for actually reading my posts,This makes me feel happy. "Genttle Wind" ~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears

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