This feeling... of comfort and happiness...
This Feeling... Of Warmth.
When you close your eyes,you wish everything away.
Every pain you no longer wish to endure,every fear that keeps you awake all night.
I am sitting here,waiting for you,with my eyes closed.
I might be asleep,I am possibly dreaming,But none of that crosses my mind when I see your smile.
When you smile at me,you walk over and hold me.
A soft whisper reaches my ears. "It is alright,I am here".
You can not help but smile also,you look up to see that face. And all at once...
The person standing there slowly dissapears,you knew you were dreaming the entire time. But, everyone needs a dream.
Now,I am sitting here,outside, the sun feels warm against my skin. I can close my eyes,unafraid of the tears that fall and stain the ground.
I look into the stream I am sitting near,a never ending flow of water. Somehow,I can not help but feel calm.
I silently cry,knowing you are not there. But I feel your hands on mine, I hear you again. "Please do not cry"
We must admit, we are nothing except insignificant humans,mortals of this world. We dream for something better then this,
We believe we are above the rest. And yet, we are not able to understand the one thing that seperates us from everything else.
Our emotions.
Once again,I hear your voice. I am unable to understand what you say. But I feel your warmth of your hands against mine. It is almost like holding a ghosts hands,yet warm, I open my eyes and I smile at you. I do not see you, But I know you are there and you always will be.
Now, every night... I am not afraid to fall asleep, the fears that rained upon me are put to ease.
Because...
I know you are there.
And...
I will never forget that...
"Warmth"
Thank you,
"Soft Wind"
~<3Chu/.\BloodFilledTears
