Sunday, June 19, 2005

hmm
Well not much is going on with me right now...It's Father's Day so i guess I should send my dad his card soon...My parents are divorced like so many people are these days don't get me wrong I'm glad they are divorced...My parents were SO wrong for each other...right after they seprated my mum moved in with this other guy like 6 years younger then her...He is like one of the worst people I know...Luckly he is now out of our lives...Well sorta my mum being the stupid person she is won't stop talking to him...Even after all the horrible things he has done...He's beat my mother choked her raped her cheated on her...He's threatened to kill my sister and has kissed her before...My mum just expected us to forgive him...Luckly they will be divorced wednesday...BUT she keeps talking to him...The guy she's dating now is awesome though he is totally the guy for her, but she's so mean to him...She went out on a date with this other guy while she was dating him and she still talks to this other guy even though he is really creepy...My mum finds the worst men the only good guy is The Hippie(the guy shes dating now) and he wants to marry her even though shes totally insane and bipolar...My dad married good the second time, but of course he didn't marry someone else for a long ass time and my mum started dating right after they sepreated and married a yr after they divorced...My mum is horrible...One time my mum thought I stole money from Alfredo(the guy shes about to divorce) cause I've done it before and I told her I didn't take it and she threatened to beat me to death then later he found the money...Well I thinks thats all you want to know about my fucked up family cause there is a shit load more, but this post is way too long already... lol
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Saturday, June 18, 2005

FUCK!!!!
I DID IT I FUCKING CALLED HIM GOD MY STOMACH HURTS LIKE HELL!!!! I'm going to be sick...shit I'm stupid sorry for all the cussing...GR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!At least he didn't sound mad or anything...GRRR i'm going to die....
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Sleepy...
I just woke up and I really want to go back to bed *BIG YAWN* but its already 12:38 PM so I should probably stay up. Anyone else wake up late today? I stayed up till 2 something last night talking to my crazy ass friends. Hmm trying to think of something more intresting then how tired I am...52 more days until Angel Sanctuary vol. 9 comes out:( thats just too long. I love Angel Sanctuary it is my all time favorite manga then its Demon Diary and then D.N.Angel. Lol most of my mangas have to do with Demons & Angels & stuff like that. Well this was a very unintresting post so I'm going to go now & have lunch byes ^__^.
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Depression
Man I am so fucking depressed right now and I hate it. I am always depressed why can't I find happiness in anything? That's probably why everyone hates me because I'm always so damn depressed. I'm useless...I am nothing I'm not even a person I am nothing, but an annoyance to the world...That's what I feel everyday of my life thats what the people around me make me feel like.*Sigh* well I'll be going now so sorry for the depressing post and for all the cussing I'll try to do better next time...
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Friday, June 17, 2005

BORED
I am totally fucking bored & depressed... I'm home alone(like always) with nothing to do and I'm still debating on the whole Wayne thing...I wish I had a truck so I could leave this house or at least know someone close by that could come see me...I don't go to school & I don't go to work so I'm stuck here 24/7 doing NOTHING well nothing intresting at least...What to do what to do...Oh and I hope all of you like my new site and still like my other sites...Well me and my depressed lil self are going now to sleep or.....*cries* theres nothing else to do, but sleep and I'm not tired and I'll have to get up soon anyway since my mum is going to be home soon...*Sigh* well I really am going this time...Till next post ^__^
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Question to the peoples
On my second post on my site I told y'all about the guy Wayne and how I said I wished I had gotten his email address well I have a chance to call him to get a friend of his email address for my sister and I would ask for his email address at the same time...So heres the question should I call him? It would be totally unexpected and I don't know if it would be to weird since the only reason I have his number is from my caller id...HELP lol
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Yaoi & Yuri pics
Ok I was going to put a picture up of Shiniji & Kaworu from Evangelion up but that picture decided to not work so heres a pic from Gravitation...


Grr...Sorry I'm not going to post a Yuri picture today cause the site where I get the Yuri pictures isn't working right now and I can't find any other site with Yuri pictures. Sorry again peoples...
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Thursday, June 16, 2005

Guyz
Don't you just hate it when you have guy problems? I always do...I mean ALWAYS!!! Its horrible like right now I liked this guy(Wayne) and he's like 8yrs older then me (I'm 17 & he's 25) and I thought I stopped liking him, but this weekend he was hanging out with my sister a lot so I got jealous, but I don't know if it's because I still like him or just because its the first time he hasn't paid attention to me. It's been driving me crazy and I think my sister likes him which makes it even worse...grr I hate it. I keep thinking I should of asked him for his email address so I could actually talk to him more so I could see how he feels. I just keep going on and on about this when y'all probably really don't want to hear about this...
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Sunday, May 29, 2005

Hello pplz
Well I've made yet another site, but this is going to be my "personal" site. I would post stuff like this on my other site,but my sister sees that site so anyway remember this is FinalFantasyNut(that site just has FF stuff on it)PaineStrife(just has regular stuff) and now this site. This site will probably have a lot of Yaoi & Yuri on here so if you don't like yaoi or yuri you shouldnt be at this site...Well hope you enjoy^__^
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