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Tuesday, June 21, 2005


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Hello all no one has wrote a comment for my last post lol thats ok it is weird. Anyway I found out my mum is engaged to her bf (Robert A.K.A The Hippie) I told y'all about him this is totally awesome I'm so glad she finally picked the right guy and she gets a divorce tomorrow YEA!!! Hmmm something else random to talk about...I'm glad I started this site its kind of just like a little diary thing and I can get peoples advice on stuff which I totally love because I love when people give me advice I lie giving advice, but I don't think I'm very good at it lol. Oh ya I wrote Wayne asking him if he liked Lollie or me more so I'm just waiting for his email back doubt he'll actually email me back, but if he says it in front of Ashley & Warren or anyone else I'll be totally pissed off. I should really just give up on him, but I just want to know who he likes more first. I know it will most likely be Lollie though since every guy that I've ever known to like me and Lollie has ALWAYS liked her more. Yes I am jealous of her which I totally hate because we were really close, but now I just don't know. I just don't know what to do about anything in my life. Sometimes I wish I could take another "vacation", but I don't have anywhere to stay like I did 2 years ago. So you know when I say "vacation" that means run away or just get away from my whole family. They annoy me so much. I had a shrink before to talk about stuff of course, but I couldn't say anything that actually mattered because if I had I probably would be living some where else now. I do hate my family, but I didn't want to be put in foster care or anything. Hmm after I move out I'll get a shrink and I'll beable to tell them everything and maybe I'll get a little less depressed and pissed off al the time. My mum wants to put me in an anger management program which I do probably need cause when I get pissed off I just want to hit something. One time my radio was fucking up so I got really pissed off and started hitting it. Yup yup lol well I think thats all for my totally random post...^__^
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