Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Stuff I have written in the past
Ok when I do these post it isn't stuff I have written recently this was a long time ago and I stopped because I'm horrible at writing, but comment on this one and tell me what you think and tell me if you want me to keep posting these

Not Yet
Part one-
I sit down sipping my drink as I pick up the razor blade. I put it to my wrist and go all the way down my arm I then do the same to the other. As I try to write my last words I see all my blood dripping down to the floor. I then start to feel weak and have to stop writing. I let my arms fall and let the blood drip to the floor. I let myself fall to the floor curling up in a ball thinking, thinking about you and how I promised you I wouldn't do this as well as many other. I couldn't help it though and I'm sorry you will forget me everyone will. As I think more and more I convince myself it was the right thing to do no one will miss me or anything, but as I start to fade I realize I don't want to go yet. i try to get enough strength to reach the phone to call you the one I love. When I get the phone I fall down because I'm too weak, as I finish dialing your number everything goes blank...
Part Two-
I hear the phone ring I look at the caller id and see that it is you. I rush to the phone knowing something must be wrong, but when I anwser the phone there is no anwser. I start to shout your name hoping your ok. I hang up and call back, but your line is busy. I get my coat and put it on as I run out to my car. As I drive as fast as I can I think about you our friendship how much it means to me and hoping you didn't do anything stupid. When I get to your house I bang on the door, but there is no anwser I start to get even more worried now. I bust down the door and search for you, but I can't find you until I see that your bed room door is closed. I run to the door and open it and see you laying in a puddle of blood. I rush to you and pick you up as I start to cry. I start to hit the wall when I see something that says Sucide note on your computer. As I read it I start to cry even more because it was addressed to me, but as I get to the end I see it isn't finished. the last words say I loved you with my whole heart and. Then that was it I pick up your phone and sit beside you putting your head in my lap not caring how much blood I get on me. I then realize I will never be the same and that I loved you too and I didn't want to lose you for anything.

Well I hope y'all liked it please comment...
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