Friday, May 20, 2005

boink
hiya. sorry it's been a littloe while since i posted...but my dad was working at home for the past couple days, so i didn't get to use the comp...but I'm at skool now so yeah. This won't be very long. today we have messed up classes cuz we had the senior assembly today. no really cared except the seniors of course...especially us freshman...ugh! I'm gonna be stuck here for the next 3 years! oh well. at least the year's almost over...but I don't like summer that much cuz i'm always bored...and it's hot...i don't like the heat...damned sun...damned global warming...well, gotta go. In case you were wondering why the title is boink, I just kinda picked a random word...

well toodles ^.^
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

   hmmmm....
still feeling paranoid. Still don't know why. I think it's cuz of my mirror-self...she talks to me as if we're separate people...but we're not...which is confusing...I do see her every time I pass a mirror...so maybe that's why I'm paranoid...
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Monday, May 16, 2005

   feeling seriously paranoid at the moment...
No clue as to why. I mean. I am in the dark basement, alone...with my music blasting...and my father upstairs, watching t.v....so I have no reason to feel this way. but I do. I have for a while now, actually...but I thought it was silly and would go away...guess I was wrong...and not paranoid about any specific thing, either. Just...kinda...jumpy. For no reason. It's annoying...

You know, I think that convincing myself that I am insane and emotionally unbalanced has in actuality kept me sane. Except when I talk to myself in the mirror. THAT makes me feel completely unhinged...and I've told myself so. I seem to think I'm crazy. Heh. Guess I am. But I'm sane enough to realize I'm crazy...wait...I just confused myself...oh, nevermind.

Well, I hope you had a good day...mine's been pretty boring so far...see ya's later...
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Sunday, May 15, 2005

   Oh no! Hyper again!!
But not so much as yesterday...that's good, lol...and I have to agree with FV's comment yesterday...being hyper DOES keep the blood in your veins...lol...

on another note, I'm bored. but that's ok, I rather be bored than, say, bored-outta-my-skull. Which is a much higher level of boredom. Or so bored that I realize again how futile life is then get all depressed and add more scars to my collection and then have to cover them up for the next week or so, so that my evil stepmom doesn't send me to the loony bin because I know that's just what she'd do and I just realized how long this sentence is, so I'll stop it now.

Yeah, that's all.

Okay, I love you, buh-bye!
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Saturday, May 14, 2005

   WOOO I'M HYPER!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAHHHH!!! SO HYPER NOW!!!! probably shouldn't have eaten so much sugary cereal. but oh well. how was your friday the 13th? mine was great! went shopping and got a bunch of stuff...then I went on a massive bloody killing spree! yay! Wow, two happy-ish posts in a row...something must be wrong with me...lol!
TTFN, ta-ta for now!
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Thursday, May 12, 2005

   Whee! Friday the 13th!
Tomorrow! I love it! So happy! For once! And speaking in fragments! With exclamation points at the end! For no apparent reason! Yay fragments! Yay exclamation points! YAY FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH!!!!
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

   grrrrrrrrr....
Today everybody, and I mean EVERYBODY was getting on my nerves. Even my best friend! Her bf was late this morning, and she just kept whining, "where's my boyyyyyyfriend?" I almost smacked her upside the head...but it was early in the morning and I didn't have the energy.

And my teachers...they must be conspiring against me, for I had 3 tests and 1 quiz today, out of 6 classes. And in one of the test-less ones, I have no frickin clue how to do the homework.

My stepmother (of course) wanted to ground me for my grades (I got a *gasp* C) but my dad wouldn't let her. Go Dad! (he doesn't believe in "negative reinforcement" in grades...lucky me)

Plus every random person who talked to me seemed to piss me off at some point in time! Maybe i'm just extra angry today for some reason...but OH WELL!

I hadn't been able to post for a couple days, cuz my bro had to do a report on the comp. Ahh, it's good to be back, tho...

Well, that's about all I have to say for today. Sayonara!

~Lust~
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Sunday, May 8, 2005

   GODDAMMIT!!!!
I FUCKING HATE BEING A GIRL SOMETIMES!!! I'm sure you ladies out there know what i'm talking about. I already took like 6 aleve's toady (they work better on me than midol) AND MY CRAMPS ARE STILL FUCKING KILLING ME!!!

...*huff*...*huff*...

I feel slightly better now...sorry about all that...

*ouchies* T_T
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   *sighhhh...*
Nothing to post about today, really...But I'll post anyway, i suppose...Well, I obviously am posting, otherwise you wouldn't be reading this...I've been actually civil towards my stepmother today, since it's mother's day...I just wanted to show her up for being a bitch to me back on my birthday...but I decided instead of stooping to her level and just doing the same thing as her, I'd be...nice. just to make her feel bad, if she has a conscience. I'm pretty sure she does...she has shown signs of it before...heh heh...I just realized how evil my plan was...but i'm good with it. Anyways, that's about all for today...bye!
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Saturday, May 7, 2005

wuzzup
Hey people! What's up? N2MH...my cat's sitting on my lap, making it hard to type, lol...she's purring her head off, too...Maybe she's just sick of dealing w/ my lil bro (well, he's not that litle, actually...)and he doesn't really bug me that much when I'm on the comp. We have a deal: He doesn't bug me when I'm on here, and I don't bug him. He's pretty smart, for a seventh grader, lol. Besides, I can kick his ass even tho he's bigger than me. lmao...well, I must be going now. Ciao!
~Lust~
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