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Monday, May 16, 2005

   feeling seriously paranoid at the moment...
No clue as to why. I mean. I am in the dark basement, alone...with my music blasting...and my father upstairs, watching t.v....so I have no reason to feel this way. but I do. I have for a while now, actually...but I thought it was silly and would go away...guess I was wrong...and not paranoid about any specific thing, either. Just...kinda...jumpy. For no reason. It's annoying...

You know, I think that convincing myself that I am insane and emotionally unbalanced has in actuality kept me sane. Except when I talk to myself in the mirror. THAT makes me feel completely unhinged...and I've told myself so. I seem to think I'm crazy. Heh. Guess I am. But I'm sane enough to realize I'm crazy...wait...I just confused myself...oh, nevermind.

Well, I hope you had a good day...mine's been pretty boring so far...see ya's later...
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