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Friday, May 27, 2005
okaaayyy......(*warning: long post ahead*)
well, here's the story of what happened.
I was happy becuz my dad and stepmom were fighting, and things looked pretty bad (for my stepmom). I thought they'd split up...
Then they started fighting about me. My grades, my friends, just about everything about me that my stepmom disapproves of, which is of course everything. After that, dad went somewhere to cool off.
Well, she stayed, but started drinking. A LOT. then she stumbled out the door and got into her car. My little bro and I tried to stop her, but we couldn't, and she almost ran over his foot.
She got into a minor accident and but got a big ticket for driving drunk. She didn't really get hurt, nor did anyone else, but still...
What got to me was that it was all my fault. If they hadn't been fighting like that over me, it probably wouldn't've happened. So I went into my room, turned on some music, and started crying. Then I pulled out my old friend Mr. Razorblade, and he tried to ease my pain by taking me away from this world...
Needless to say, my brother came into my room before I even went unconscious...he called 911 and my dad, and they took me to the hospital...stitched me up...and I had a loooong talk with a counselor. They let me go home the next day, which was good...but I ws still too depressed to post...so yeah. now I have to go to therapy...dad's been pretty easy on me...my stepmom too. at first, she wanted to commit me, but my dad said that was the LAST thing he wanted for me.
Well, that's all for now. I'm sorry I only have time to visit a few people today...
(and don't worry, I'm doing a lot better so far. ^^)
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