Thursday, May 26, 2005

I am back
Ok... well I have my own place now... Its just a trailer but it is my place and I take pride in that fact. It is actually really nice and a good place to play DND lol. Anyways, I may be working at Hardies for 6.00 an hour... and then Gamestop mornings also... anyways, besides that, I will be posting only once a week until I get my own computer, so keep hoping ^_^

With Love,
Bloodmire
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Monday, May 23, 2005

Sorry
Sorry people
I kind of havent been on lately or speaking to anyone and I like to apologize cause I have been homeless since the friday from last. Dont worry though, I will be back online and speaking here soon. Dont worry, I am fine.
Ok then!

See ya and with love
Bloodmire
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Saturday, May 7, 2005

Yesterday,,,,
Hello,
Bloodmire here to report our second meeting and first real practice. So, we have discussed many things and we come down to the whole point of the band.
First off, Band members!
Michael - Vocals
Shane - Bass and Back up vocals
TJ - Drummer
Ivan - Piano and Synthisizer
Eddie - Guitarist

Cool huh?
Well then there is our name!
Bleeding Estara!
Which means Bleeding Free, cause Estara is Latin for free.

Now, for the actual day...
It could of gone better to tell you the truth, but we also found who is really going to be in the band. Eddie and Shane work awesome together and stuff, Tj knows what he is doing on the drums, and Ivan is cool too! But me... needs lots of work on vocals lol. I didnt think I sung as good as I could and shane told me he noticed... it was kinda hard you know... Anyways, other than that, we already have Into the Darkness turned into a real Musical Song lol... Then Darkness from the Light is next. Anyways people, it was nice talking to ya, see ya later with another song or details on the band.

With Love
Jonathon R. Bloodmire
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Thursday, May 5, 2005

Darkness from the Light
Hey guys!
Bloodmire here to bring you another song, except this time it isnt one of my sad depressing or dark ones... its a soft song... oh and my Band is called Bleeding Estara! Anyways, here is the song.

Darkness from the Light
By: Jonathon R. Bloodmire

Walking into the light
Hearing all the sounds
With all of my might
Looking for what may be found

I am searching everywhere
For something so great
Hoping that it will be there
Someone to be my mate

Chasing a hopeless shadow
Not knowing why
Losing my own battles
My life keeps going by

I do not understand
In the honesty of the bull
Not finding what I want
Making me such a fool

It must be beautiful
A touch of silk
The movement so physical
Skin the color of milk

With eyes of the wise
So soft and so kind
Who hides behind no disquise
Purity of the mind

Chasing a hopeless shadow
Not knowing why
Losing my own battles
My life keeps going by

I do not understand
In the honesty of the bull
Not finding what I want
Making me such a fool

A smile of an innocent
All inside the flow
The lovely gentle scent
That I will never know

Your grace is only in my memory
A brocken piece that is a part of me
Just wanting to let it all go
And never again will I see

Chasing a hopeless shadow
Not knowing why
Losing my own battles
My life keeps going by

I do not understand
In the honesty of the bull
Not finding what I want
Making me such a fool
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Sunday, May 1, 2005

Our first meet....
Well, I can't say it went bad, but I can't say it was good either...
Ok, We were suppose to meet at 3 or 4, right? well we didnt get there till 5:30...
Our Rythem Guitar decided to make last minutes plans after decided times of meeting...
Our Basses isn't able to get there till 8:00...
We have an hour Meeting...
Oh, and our Synthisizer was at Prom...
Yeah...

But, I got to know my members more and it was still pretty cool...
Well, That is my reasons of hating yesterday...
Now, for all the good things!
Being stuffed in the back of a van with four people on a seat not attached to the van with a guy named Josh (( Lead Singer of Familiar if you know them )) driving like a mad man over rail road tracks, into ditches, and breaking at random, sending us into the back door or something of that shit... It was fun and Bobo started bleeding again... not considering his toes were smashed into the door either... multiple times and intentionally... yeah... it was all fun!

Anyways, I see ya lates with new music! Bye
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Another Song
Hey
Bloodmire here to give you another song for my new band: Alpha of the Omega! Before you get to that, I got to give you some details about it.
Into the Darkness is about dreams I use to have of committing suicide. This is my worst fear is to die by my own accord. But that was a good year ago, but still it haunts me. So, I wrote this song to relieve myself of it, so I can understand it myself. So, here is Into the Darkness...

Into the Darkness
By: Jonathon R. Bloodmire

To bring the blade across my skin
To find out what is within
Dripping blood down the drain
Looking like dark red rain

Listen to the sound of tink
As it falls into the sink
Creating the metallic ring
Causing me to sing

Into the Darkness They want me
Into the Darkness I can see
Into the Darkness It scares me
Into the Darkness I don't want to be

Eyes locked into place
Terror crossing over my face
Staring at where its kept
Slowly going in its depth

Sorrow flowing through my head
Desiring to go to bed
I want to sleep and let it go
Cause it hurts just to know

Into the Darkness They want me
Into the Darkness I can see
Into the Darkness It scares me
Into the Darkness I don't want to be

Now I am laying here
Covered in blood and this fear
Quickly consciousness I am losing
My eyes now are closing

I awake from my dreams
Nightmare is what it seems
Ignoring the words that are said
Thanking god that I'm not dead

Into the Darkness They want me
Into the Darkness I can see
Into the Darkness It scares me
Into the Darkness I don't want to be
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Monday, April 25, 2005

My New Song
This may not be the final copy of this song, but I think you will like it. So, Enjoy!

Unfaithfully Faithful
By: Jonathon R. Bloodmire

Lets die! Lets cry! Lets fall to pieces!

Memories of old
So many to hold
They are so cold
Cause I don't understand

You are my friends
With so many bends
Lying so calm within
And I cant stand you

For I am Unfaithful Faithful
Your friend till the end
And I don't give a damn
cause I hate you till then

Unfaithful Faithful
Your friend till the end
And I don't give a damn
cause I hate you till then

You don't know why
You continue to lie
That makes you cry
Wanting to break you

I want to tear you down
Force you to be bound
Such an awful sound
When I am yelling at you

For I am Unfaithful Faithful
Your friend till the end
And I don't give a damn
cause I hate you till then

Unfaithful Faithful
Your friend till the end
And I don't give a damn
cause I hate you till then

I leave you so
Cause you already know
And your ready to show
That I am not alone

We are now our fates
So much in hate
And it is to late
for we are...

Unfaithful Faithful
Friends to the end
And we don't give a damn
To speak of our sins

Unfaithfully Faithful
Friends to the end
And we don't give a damn
and we hate each other till then...
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Saturday, April 23, 2005

This is My Bands Song
What Makes Me
By: Jonathon R. Bloodmire

Tear me apart and look inside
Shatter my dreams and push them aside
Rip my heart out and slit it open
Find out what makes me

Dig through the darkness and go in deep
Hatred not far and my fear to keep
Sanity gone and genius to be seen
Find out what makes me

Welcome to my world
Welcome to my pain
Welcome to my life
Where nothing is the same

Welcome to my world
Welcome to my pain
Welcome to my life
Where nothing is the same

Cutting my vains and watching me bleed
Grim satisfaction and desire to feed
Pulling out my sorrow and terror starts to leave
Anger now Growing

Looking in my head and trying to find
Where I am hidden within my mind
Smiling in joy and not knowing why
Believing in your lies

Welcome to my world
Welcome to my pain
Welcome to my life
Where nothing is the same

Welcome to my world
Welcome to my pain
Welcome to my life
Where nothing is the same

You have come this far
Into my soul
You have lost your hope
Nothing to show

You did not find
What you had Seeked
Now you are mine
Forever inside of me

Welcome to my world
Welcome to my hell
Welcome to my life
This is where you dwell

Welcome to my world
Welcome to my hell
Welcome to my life
And you have Failed
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