Saturday, October 15, 2005

Another Poem
Yeah... another one

Father
By:Michael L. West

Memories flood back into my mind
Seeing all these emotional scars

Once you were a meer shadow in my life
Now you are hurtful stain on my soul

I knew you as my sire
but it seems I must call you pain

Sorrow bares the heart so jaded
By a man I hardly knew

An enemy was I, to this day I believe
Afraid of the wrath the you display

A child I was but not no more
Still I feel such horrid aches

I wish I could tell you the truth
But I can not till I know its really you

You now are a hero sometimes in my thoughts
But I question your sincerity

Once day I hope I can forgive you for our sins
I hope one day we will be friends that we never were to begin.
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Friday, October 14, 2005

So....
So... What is going on everyone? I have been going on about whats been going on with me, so tell me about you ^_^. I also like to apologize about not coming to your sites (( Which I do, I just don't leave messages )). Anyways, I am going to leave some peotry for you.

So Far Below
By: Michael L. West

Falling from the sky
My wings stripped away
Down shall I fall
To the earth so far below

Through clouds of fluffy white
In the blue heavens high
Stopping me not from going
TO the earth so far below

I can not close my eyes
Even though a fear what I see
In silent sorrow is my journey
To the earth so far below

Faster and faster I race
Head first toward my goal
Knowing this be my last and only trip
To the earth so far below

I wish goodbye to thee
As I find my final rest
Laying on the bloodfilled grass
On the earth so far below
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Thursday, October 13, 2005

Another song
This is for everyone who understands the heart of a gentleman, a loving man who knows whats right and whats wrong, and for those who understand that protecting the one they care for, they would do anything, even kill or hurt that person who harmed them. This is my song.

The Killswitch
By: Jonathon R. Bloodmire

You want to know who I am
You want the knowlegde
You know me not
So you ask the questions

I shall answer in my own way
I am telling you that I am ok
A gentleman at my heart
I respect those who respect me

I follow rules that you do not
I keep close to those who care
I do not show the anger in my soul
Till someone hurts the one I love
(Chorus)
Cause you flip my Killswitch
The button deep inside
I go a little crazy
Thinking you want die
(Chorus Continue)
You should have never pushed me
You should have never tried
Now you shall feel
The wrath inside

Do you like your hands, your feet, your face?
Do you like your fingers, toes, and your ribs?
Would you miss your arms, your legs, your other extremities?
Then you should have never fucked with me

Smashing your head in with an iron pipe
Cut you up with broken glass
Tear out your organs with my bare hands
Don't worry the pain wont pass

Tie you up and drag you
Kick you while your down
Plucked your eyes and bust your balls
This was your own fault
(Chorus)
Cause you flip my Killswitch
The button deep inside
I go a little crazy
Thinking you want die
(Chorus Continue)
You should never have pushed me
You should have never tried
Now you shall feel
The wrath inside

A beaten and ragged body
The blood is thick
Your death is an answer
To all the other pricks

Mess with the people I hold dear
Make a mistake that will cost you an ear
A demon you will meet so cold
A hatred not bound to my soul

So listen closely you little fools
I tell you this only once
Be kind to everyone you can
For if you don't, you learn

(Chorus)
you flip my Killswitch
The button deep inside
I go a little crazy
Thinking you want die
(Chorus Continue)
You should have never pushed me
You should have never tried
Now you shall feel
The wrath inside


I am sorry... its just someone important to me was hurt and I just have so much respect for people I care about that nothing will keep them from happiness.
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Hey
Sorry I haven't posted in a few days. Been kind of busy and stuff and not really wanting to post at all... I couldn't really think of anything to post. Well, I postponing the story contest... but instead I have a special treat... another one of my songs ^_^

Untitled
By: Jonathon R. Bloodmire

I am alone but it does not matter
I sooth the wounded so carefully
Feeling so close to the dawn of the world
I am here to please

I keep myself hidden within this shell
Hurting my heart as I bleed
This what causes me to cry
Tears of blood and painful dreams

(Chorus)
I will wash my bloody hands
Stained with misery
Bound by the honor of my life
I shall never leave
(Chorus Continue)
Keeping all these souls
Deep inside of me
All the people I love so deeply
Is all I will ever need

I lie to myself to make self better
I close the world from the inside
Afraid of those who would make me colder
Shrouded in a calm mystery

Dictated by the emotions I stir
Never allow someone a glance
Protecting from the other world
Always the possible last chance

(Chorus)
I will wash my bloody hands
Stained with misery
Bound by the honor of my life
I shall never leave
(Chorus Continue)
Keeping all these souls
Deep inside of me
All the people I love so deeply
Is all I will ever need

Why do I feel so compelled
To hurt around me
Thinking I shall not tell them the truth
That they shall not worry

Am I blinded to the fact
That they will find out
Or am I just so scared
That love will never be there

(Chorus)
I will wash my bloody hands
Stained with misery
Bound by the honor of my life
I shall never leave
(Chorus Continue)
Keeping all these souls
Deep inside of me
All the people I love so deeply
Is all I will ever need
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Friday, October 7, 2005

Last Day
Ok, people. Last day to ask questions! Starting tomorrow, I shall be returning back to my story, plus running the Lumerain Short Story Contest. So, hurry while you can!

Today we have three questions from three different people.

First one is from Link's Lil Fairy

Question: What inspired you to write a story such as this?

Answer: You know something... I don't know... honestly, I use to hate to write anything 3-4 years ago... I mean anything... I hated it. To tell you the truth, this was just a little boys imagination that went wild, considering I was wanting to make a video game with it...

This one is from Sailor Melina

Question: where did u come up with the names for everything??like Lumeria...or Razikiel Lazurus Valodiac??were they all just also names from imagination or is there any certain stories behind them?

Answer: First off... Lumeria was something I popped off into my head about two years ago... before then I didn't even have a name for the land lol. It actually came up for me to impress a girl I liked. Not very smooth, but hey. Now for Razikiel, that was a little bit trickier... Cause each part of Razikiel's name came from something else, some of the lettering different and other such things. See, the first part Razikiel actually comes from the name Raziel, which I took from a game known as Legacy of Kain: Soul Reaver. I did this because the person who holds this name has a personality that is much like my characters. He is not evil, but he is not good... he can act out vengeance, but have complete passion and love for the kill. Lazurus from the name of King Lazurus, a saintly king who did only justice and always could forgive the worst of man. This one fits the Good Ego of my person, a passionate and unbending selfless warrior with no bonds to worldly possesions. Valodiac... now this one is the hard one, cause I did make it up... though to give it straights, it was a name I used to represent a demon of the most impurest and darkest form. This is also the which where the evil Ego of Razikiel takes place. He is just evil, no better way to put it, cause their is no better way to place him out. Death, chaos, and unruly destruction. But you will see how he is kept in check by the other two personalities. (( And if you couldn't guess, he is a Schitzo ))

and the last question comes from a new friend Lifeless Song

Question: What is lumeria?

Answer: Lumeria is actually a continent on a world known as Gaia Orvin, a massive planet three times the size of Jupiter. Lumeria is only one of the many land forms on Gaia Orvin and the main part of my story. There are other lands that will be visited by my character, such as the Desert lands known as Hellscape, where the center is a land of molten glass. Its just all a large scaled world where anything can happen.

Ok, old questions.

Question:so far, which is your favorite character? why?

Answer:It would be the main character of the whole story, Razikiel Lazurus Valodiac. The reason is because he was the original and I have had him in development for many years... To tell you the truth, I have an emotional connection mostly with my character... he is like an Alter Ego of me, if you understand...

Question 1:did u base any of ur chracters on ppl u know?

Answer: Actually, most of my characters are not based off of real people I know... they are actually based off of my own imagination from when I was an RP Nut! Most of the characters meet, I played as... every moment of their life was given breathe by me! I do have some who are based off of real people and some are based off of old RP pals... but nope, most of it is me. (( Not trying to snobbish, but I just want to tell the truth ))

Question:by lumeria, do you mean that ancient land that sunk into the pacific?

Answer:I tell you now... no, this is not based off Atlantis, the sunken city... This is a world I created all of my own... there is a whole history behind this world so massive that I had to put it into another book series called the Lumerain Prophicies... talking about the world before my main character Razikiel Lazurus Valodiac, the God's Disgrace

Question:the general steriotipical story characters are good and evil, right? good characters being good, and bad ones being bad....but, to humanize the bad characters....are you going to taint the "good" ones as well?

Answer:What does it really mean to be evil or good? Aren't we only mortal? Aren't we all able to be tempted? Good and Evil do not play parts in this story. Yes, some characters would be considered Evil or Good... but does not mean that they are that way completely...
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Thursday, October 6, 2005

^_^
Ok... first off, thank you everyone for their comments. But, I would actually perfer questions also lol... I need questions to feed my soul... and my creative spirit lol... I still haven't got any questions on the characters themselves actually... or on what lumeria itself... hmm.

Anyways, here were a post of the last questions, once again!

Question:so far, which is your favorite character? why?

Answer:It would be the main character of the whole story, Razikiel Lazurus Valodiac. The reason is because he was the original and I have had him in development for many years... To tell you the truth, I have an emotional connection mostly with my character... he is like an Alter Ego of me, if you understand...

Question 1:did u base any of ur chracters on ppl u know?

Answer: Actually, most of my characters are not based off of real people I know... they are actually based off of my own imagination from when I was an RP Nut! Most of the characters meet, I played as... every moment of their life was given breathe by me! I do have some who are based off of real people and some are based off of old RP pals... but nope, most of it is me. (( Not trying to snobbish, but I just want to tell the truth ))

Question:by lumeria, do you mean that ancient land that sunk into the pacific?

Answer:I tell you now... no, this is not based off Atlantis, the sunken city... This is a world I created all of my own... there is a whole history behind this world so massive that I had to put it into another book series called the Lumerain Prophicies... talking about the world before my main character Razikiel Lazurus Valodiac, the God's Disgrace

Question:the general steriotipical story characters are good and evil, right? good characters being good, and bad ones being bad....but, to humanize the bad characters....are you going to taint the "good" ones as well?

Answer:What does it really mean to be evil or good? Aren't we only mortal? Aren't we all able to be tempted? Good and Evil do not play parts in this story. Yes, some characters would be considered Evil or Good... but does not mean that they are that way completely...

I will be doing question till Saturday... If you haven't asked one by then, sorry, but your out of luck. Also, I will start the official Lumerian Short Story Contest, with everything you will need... so start working on your own creative minds...
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Wednesday, October 5, 2005

Answers again today!
Ok people, I have another question from the beautiful Dream Wings ^_^

Question:so far, which is your favorite character? why?

Answer:It would be the main character of the whole story, Razikiel Lazurus Valodiac. The reason is because he was the original and I have had him in development for many years... To tell you the truth, I have an emotional connection mostly with my character... he is like an Alter Ego of me, if you understand...

Question 1:did u base any of ur chracters on ppl u know?

Answer: Actually, most of my characters are not based off of real people I know... they are actually based off of my own imagination from when I was an RP Nut! Most of the characters meet, I played as... every moment of their life was given breathe by me! I do have some who are based off of real people and some are based off of old RP pals... but nope, most of it is me. (( Not trying to snobbish, but I just want to tell the truth ))

Question:by lumeria, do you mean that ancient land that sunk into the pacific?

Answer:I tell you now... no, this is not based off Atlantis, the sunken city... This is a world I created all of my own... there is a whole history behind this world so massive that I had to put it into another book series called the Lumerain Prophicies... talking about the world before my main character Razikiel Lazurus Valodiac, the God's Disgrace

Question:the general steriotipical story characters are good and evil, right? good characters being good, and bad ones being bad....but, to humanize the bad characters....are you going to taint the "good" ones as well?

Answer:What does it really mean to be evil or good? Aren't we only mortal? Aren't we all able to be tempted? Good and Evil do not play parts in this story. Yes, some characters would be considered Evil or Good... but does not mean that they are that way completely...

And dont forget... Lumerian Short Story Contest will be coming soon... I want any who wish to join to contact me... I decided the three best stories will be put in a special book just for you and your character will become part of the Lumerian World!
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Tuesday, October 4, 2005

Mondays Suck!
Hey guys,
Sorry I didn't post yesterday. Monday sucks alot, so I really don't post on that day if you never notice. Anyways, I have some more answers to your questions!

Sunday, I was given two question by my friend Sailor Melina!

Question 1:did u base any of ur chracters on ppl u know?

Answer: Actually, most of my characters are not based off of real people I know... they are actually based off of my own imagination from when I was an RP Nut! Most of the characters meet, I played as... every moment of their life was given breathe by me! I do have some who are based off of real people and some are based off of old RP pals... but nope, most of it is me. (( Not trying to snobbish, but I just want to tell the truth ))

Question 2:how long did it take for u to come up with the story?

Answer: I actually started work on this story almost 8 years ago... though it has changed alot and the story itself not like it was originally, it still bares the fruit of the world I created at my unripened age of 10. At that time, it was actually just my bedroom floor with little toys and stuff... you know, kids things and wild imagination... how would I know it would become so huge and deliciously filled with momentium ideas.

Now, I am going to tell you now, I will be posting old questions and answers every day also... so ask anything... remember, their is a whole world to discover just by asking about it! ^_^

Question:by lumeria, do you mean that ancient land that sunk into the pacific?

Answer:I tell you now... no, this is not based off Atlantis, the sunken city... This is a world I created all of my own... there is a whole history behind this world so massive that I had to put it into another book series called the Lumerain Prophicies... talking about the world before my main character Razikiel Lazurus Valodiac, the God's Disgrace

Question:the general steriotipical story characters are good and evil, right? good characters being good, and bad ones being bad....but, to humanize the bad characters....are you going to taint the "good" ones as well?

Answer:What does it really mean to be evil or good? Aren't we only mortal? Aren't we all able to be tempted? Good and Evil do not play parts in this story. Yes, some characters would be considered Evil or Good... but does not mean that they are that way completely...


Ok... one last thing... I am going to be holding a small little short story thingy for anyone who wants to give it a try...
Basically, I give you all a location, all of the info about it, a few already done characters, a basic character creation model, and a small plot point. Your jobs will be to create a short story out of these! And its completely based on what you want to be.
I will give you the basic rule of Lumeria... Anything can happen and will, there is no boundry held to this world for it is a world to any who wish to come!
So if you are interested, leave me a PM or Comment... and no story will be bad... I don't care how it sounds... just open your minds and create!
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Sunday, October 2, 2005

Answers
Ok, for the first set of question that have been asked, I will be answering Dream Wings first.

Your question is if I am going to make my good characters tainted...

My Answer is: What does it really mean to be evil or good? Aren't we only mortal? Aren't we all able to be tempted? Good and Evil do not play parts in this story. Yes, some characters would be considered Evil or Good... but does not mean that they are that way completely...

Now for the second question from Darkness of Heart.

I tell you now... no, this is not based off Atlantis, the sunken city... This is a world I created all of my own... there is a whole history behind this world so massive that I had to put it into another book series called the Lumerain Prophicies... talking about the world before my main character Razikiel Lazurus Valodiac, the God's Disgrace

Anyways... I wish you guys would ask more question... there is a whole world out there with all kinds of characters... you have to have something lol... your helping me reflect

P.S. To those who want to speak to me on a messenger, these are my SNs.

Ultimateweapon7@hotmail.com
VandelLegend@aol.com
RazikielLazurusValodiac@Yahoo.com
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Saturday, October 1, 2005

Sorry
Sorry I haven't posted in a few days. I am all storied out for a little bit. Need time to relax and reflect. Now that I know you all are here to cheer me on, I am happy. But, at this moment, I want to go more into me for a little bit... you know, go into the mind of the writer? So, I am now going to answer any question you may have. Ask away, don't be shy. Be it from about a character or about the world itself, I will answer them in each of my next post. So ask!
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