Saturday, December 8, 2007

drama
melissa spent the night yesterday. and she started telling me how this chick called her and told her to be careful of me. the chick says she knows i'm a bad girl, that i have cuts and take birth control. i'm wondering how the hell she knew all that stuff. so i ended up crying when melissa went on. sadie tried comforting me on the phone, and sadie told melissa to watch over me cuz she can't. so i called the girl and asked her to stop talking about me. i didn't cuss, or yell, i just asked her to know the facts before she goes talking. afterwards i started questioning melissa, and she was acting weird. so suddenly i asked "did you lie to me?" ".........no." and it went on for 10 minutes. then she said "i don't wanna tell you cuz you'll get mad at me." which totally told me she lied after all that trouble i went through.i called her back and apologized.
anika was on the phone with me the entire time. we both hated the drama. this school is small, EVERYBODY does know each other. i thought i could trust melissa, but apparently i trusted too easily =\
i'm happy she's gone.i was tempted to kick her out like yukii said to. but i didn't. now everybody will know in the school. sadie keeps telling me, "Remember you got us with you." referring to my old friends from my old school. but they're 34 miles away.
i do take birth control but thats cuz i can't start every month like other girls if ya get my drift. and what my body has on it is none of her fucking business.
i'm so sick of this shit now.

plus side, my aunt donna wants me to watch her cute lil dog till 1pm. he behaves for me ^.^
<3 animals


school sucks ass >=[
animals are love

maru~~
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Tuesday, December 4, 2007

ringu ringu
anika called my at 5am my time because it was 6am. hers and she forgot i'm an hour behind. i got hold of a celly and called her back...she woke me up ^^
usually i'm pissed if someone wakes me up, but i didn't mind this time.

xoxo
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Sunday, December 2, 2007

hiccups
damn hiccups. i got them last night when i was trying to go to sleep at 3:30am. got them when i woke up, and now have them again >=[
evil fucking things i'm telling ya

i fell asleep at 4:30 till 7:22pm (cuz the phone rang) on friday. then went back to sleep near 10pm, and slept till 11am saturday. my mom checked on me a couple of times cuz she said i was in the same position i was in last time she checked on me. i looked dead she said. i woke up and my voice was all crackly, my mom thinks i'm getting sick. i feel fine though.

i got money for christmas shopping from babysitting ^__^ YAY!!!11!1

i'm gonna go watch mary poppins....>__>
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Friday, November 30, 2007

flirty
this dude is flirting with me a lot. mostly on the bus he'll sit in front of me cuz i keep my backpack on the side of my seat. yesterday he asked if i had a bf and when i said no, he said i was really pretty. now he's touching my hand gently, calling me his baby and flicking his tongue at me.
>_____<
i'm confused. i think everything has a reason, why would he like me? he's funny and a lil childish but he can be sweet...i don't know. =\
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

   TT______TT
i woke up @ 3am n had THE HUGEST W/E THE FUCK IT WAS CRAMP/CHARLEY HORSE IDK IN MY LEG!!! seriously, i thought i was dyin. i was groanin n whinin n turnin all over my bed. it felt liek it lasted an hr but really about 35 sec of pure torture....then me bein me, i went bk 2 sleep >___>

my leg still hurts T^T n i have p.e today >0<

maru

p.s .....wow i realize u probly rly dnt care do u? ToT u should.
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Monday, November 26, 2007

friends
i don't think jane and i are very much friends. she never talks to me on msn much. i find that i don't really care. as long as my parents think i'm social in school its ok. school is hell anywayz. i have friends that will stick with me already.

allicia and i aren't talking anymore. we were friends before i moved, now internet and phone are our only communications. she just didn't seem to care when i came to her with problems. she told me basic facts and then told me to move on. like, hell i knew that bitch -__-'

i miss marena T^T she's like my lil sis. she totally brings the happy side of me out. i need to call her tomorrow, i don't want her to think i forgot about her. funny how marena and allicia hate each other with a passion >___>

my wife is awesome ^.^ she's my internet wife, she proposed to me cuz she said she liked me. anywayz i realize i can tell her anything and that makes me happy.

Anika, just like...wow. if she didn't have hime i would totally wanna be with her <333
although i'm glad she's with him because he treats her so good.

sadie, she's deep and cool. i can totally rely on her to see my point of view even if she can be a drama queen. we have the same tastes in things which is cool if we go shopping.

zoey is INSANE. i love that adorable weird girl. her accent i've gotten use to and like now. and now she's online so i'll talk to her ^.^

just thought i'd add some good friends on here.



myotaku wont lemme comment people =\
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Sunday, November 25, 2007

hair dye, family, chores
i forgot to tell you....my mother wouldn't let me get another peircing or dye my hair if i begged her to death. my dad would let me because he says it's my body, but mom is more in charge here. my ears are pierced 3x each, and that's it.

NOTE: if u ever get your hair done cheaply Chibi love, try jello! it's a lil stronger. same as koolaid but jello style it.

btw jello is nasty >=0


my mom got in a bad mood today ever since we came home from shopping. i hate when she's in a bad mood because she has the habit of kinda taking it out on me if i do just 1 lil thing wrong. i learn to keep my mouth shut.

my head is killing me. and lately my lower stomach has been hurting me. on the left side mostly T^T i don't complain to people here, i just think it annoys them.


Things to do NOW
-don't fall asleep on anika
-check on wife
-reply to messages from friends..>__> thats a lot of messages...T__T
-make sure eric is ok at his moms

notes for Sunday (in order)
-work on independant study
-leave a note at hannah's website hospital thingy
-COMMENT PPL
-clean room
-clean kitchen
-alone time/sleep
-xbox time
-watch movie with grandparents

-#@$#@$! OMG I HAVE MATH HOMEWORK NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooo....
-____-
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Saturday, November 24, 2007

X3
Miyavi's 2 be wiz U pv ROCKS. i swear he gets better and better. <3

i got anika her christmas present already ^.^ i ordered it, i think it's cute....i just wish i could get her something better.

i LOVE giving presents XD


damn

i want to get my lips pierced. and dye my hair like this,


what you think?

maru~~~
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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

holy fuck
does anybody agree with me when i say the catholic churches have hella long ceremonies??? i mean, its cool if thats what they want, but daaaamn. my grandpa and i stood to be respectful but we didn't say anything. i totally love and respect him.

anwayz

HAVE A HAPPY HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!!
<3 ya

Maru~

(p.s i miss anika T^T call me obsessed cuz we've been talking so much lately, enough where her BF is getting jealous lmfao BUT SHES THE 1 THAT ALWAYS WANTS TO CALL ME....just now i really always want her to call >__> . oh well, i'll live.)

(p.s.s i've been having a headache ALL day and it's starting to piss me off >=[ )
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

^___^
this is from hannah's hospital website its funny!!!

Last night the nurse on duty told us that Hannah gave her some attitude! She asked Hannah to move her toes and she barely moved them. Kendall said, "Hannah you have to move them more so that I know you hear me!" Hannah picked up her leg, moved her foot and toes and put her leg back down! Hurrah! I told nurse Kendall that we will allow her a little attitude right now and it was a fun story to hear and to share.

HAHA thats my penguin lover!!

anywayz i went to my gramma's funeral and when i saw her in the coffin i started crying -__- for a while. i was better today though my mom said i "composed myself well".

maru
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