Tuesday, October 9, 2007

RAWR
XD
potato potahto tomato
admit you love me
you love me DON'T YOU?!?! ToT
*sneezes*
^.^
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Thursday, October 4, 2007

   wtf?!
jane's younger sister, jes, is being a total bitch to me. i was tapping the piano key in 7th period chior with crystal, who was going all out on it giggling O.o, and crystal was like "omg play a different note maru that note is deep! like you!" and i said "lol! Deeep" in a deep voice thinking a lil perverted and we laughed, then jes was like "stop it maru." and i stared at her and randomly said "make me" and played a few more with crystal. jes called me a faggot (which everybody calls each other a faggot in this school) and then called me a freak. i asked her what her problem was and she said "you...freakin lesbo" i seriously asked her how she came up with that and what i ever did to her (which was nothing because we hardly talk at all) and jes just stayed silent, and then said "either that or you're bi" and when i asked her why she thought that she didn't say anything. crystal continued to play and ignored us -.-'
the day before, her boyfriend sent me a letter to stay away from jes cuz she's his girl and not a lesbo. i'm seriously wondering what in the few words i've ever said to her made her think that or why she's doing this.
this school starts so many rumors and has so much drama i think the only reason why i'm pissed is because i've done nothing to that girl. i don't flirt with anybody in this school cuz everybody is boring. i swear it's full of druggies, bitches, and whores. gawd i'm so tired of this crap, high school is hell. even our geography class made fun of gay guys when gigi (forgien exchange student) was asked what they did in his country with them. this better not get any worse, i'm so sick of shit like that. people need to grow up.

on a happy note, first period math we had a substitute and crazy nathan got talking about anime cuz the sub wasn't strict, when i shyly replied back to some of his funny comments he found out i liked it too. then he moved to sit in front of me, cuz i sit in the back, and we talked about anime and harajuku (which he doesnt like o.o he says they look weird) but still i was like "YAY ANIME FRIEND!" XDD
and i insisted he let me borrow his manga which he said he would do. and i gave him a anime site www.ninjanime.com where you can watch free anime with no downloads.
that boy keeps blocking my path when he sees me in the hall >o
i'm still hurt about jes, when jane comes home with me i'm gonna ask her what's up.

anywayz i gotta go, i'm in school. the bell is gonna ring soon.

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Monday, October 1, 2007

STINKIE PEOPLE
so i was going to visit my daddy in the hospital and my grampa was driving in a rental car cuz his new car was getting some camera in it or something. now first off, my grampa is still recovering from a car accident, so i can understand him not showering, but i was GAGGING he stank so bad! i tried rolling down the window and it was locked, i was like "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" so we stopped off and got his new car back, and i rolled down the window taking deep breaths. then my grampa was like "you can use the cooler back there if your hot." i was like 0.0 T.T *rolls up window stopping here n there to keep it open* so tempted to do the cough talk, yea ya'll know what i mean *coughcough*shower*coughcough*deoderant*cough* >.> <.<
i was so happy when we got to the hospital, like "FREEDOM!" until i realized i had to ride home with him....-__-
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Anika, My Love
lucky bitch got to stay home from school today just cuz she didnt get to finish her homework -.-

<3
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Thursday, September 27, 2007

i'm sleepy right now. i wish school would end soon. i wanna talk to anika right now >o<.
it's my grampa's birthday though so we have to go out for dinner and everything. then i have to study for an hour and then exercise my gramma's arm that she shattered in a car accident about two months ago. i'm tired of doing all this crap. if i don't feel well and don't wanna talk everybody snaps at me to stop being a bitch.
i'm beginning to wonder if everything i do is fucked up. but most teenagers go through that kind of thinking i bet.
everybody in this school wont shut up about homosexuals >.> they always make fun of them even in the littlest way. its getting annoying and completely stupid. jade knows i'm bi but i bet no one else does....it'd be kinda weird if everybody treated me different because of it. -.- stupid asses.
YAY the bell is about to ring >:D i think i'm gonna glomp someone in the halls >.> <.<
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Thursday, September 20, 2007

blah
im at school right now working on an assigment. they didnt block this site so im happy ^.^ but still really very bored T^T
-.- i hate this school though, we cant even listen to music when we're doing nothing....BWUHA >:D i found out how to use the speakers....>.> ok i sounded stupid but they're in the computer itself and somebody did something to it.
im hoping jade can spend the night. we're gonna go to the movies and then sell some crappy magazines. then saturday im gonna go to the movies with couple of my friends from my old town, jade is probly gonna go with us too. i hope she gets along with them O.o my friends have the habit of hating each other and only having one thing in common and its liking me.
im making a jrock lil collage for my binder so i can put it in the front....i just hope they have color in the printer this time.
-___-' the song is taking forever to download....i think i'll just go on my friends sites that have songs...nongay sounding songs >.>
>o< GOMENASAI YUKII-KUN....if you read this O.o
kthxbai!

wtf??


keep or throw??
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Friday, September 14, 2007

not good
my mom and i got in a stupid fight yesterday from me not starting on my laundry earlier. then it just went from that stupid fight to me disrespecting her and how lately i'v been really rude. i was on the computer talking to people so i had to keep going back to reply. anika thought i was mad at her, when really i was just in a bad mood mostly from my mom. then i snapped at mom and she turned the computer off before i could say goodbye, making anika think i left her. mom yelled that there was no computer or phone for a long time. i screamed and went in my room for awhile then went to take a shower. i cut myself on my leg in there u__u i really just wanted to kill myself, but obviously i didnt. then i came out and just hugged my mom and started crying saying i was sorry. i started fake crying because i wanted to speak to anika, then it just kinda turned into actual crying because i was tired of everything. i thought we've been on the bad side of each other just for the last couple of days, but i realized its been for months now. it was a dramatic moment -___- anyway after 15 min of talking mom said i could call anika and tell her why i left her. i couldn't get on the computer because she was on.
anika did think i was mad at her but happy i called!!!

i wore the wrong shirt a couple of days ago before the fight and my mom say my cuts on my arm. she blamed anika because she knows about her, that pissed me off. then she threatened to tell me doctor and crap. i explained they were old. she doesnt know about the small ones on my leg.

anywayzzzzz i'm at jade's house and i'm so sleepy ~__~. i'm use to sleeping a lot.

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

funny sad day
my friend jade tried getting my to join the year book commity because i wanted to join something this year. i wasn't able to join any other years because of issues. but i take a bus home to another town and her dad couldn't give me a ride home, and my mom is sick. she wouldn't let my dad drive me home with her car (his car is at my aunts right now) so i couldn't go. i was pissed because my mom cares for her car so damn much she doesn't trust her own husband with it for 20 min.

on the way home a friend, whose a foreign exchange student from indonesia, was riding his bike to home, which is a mile away. he was riding near our bus so melissa and i waved dorkily. melissa asked "why is he riding his bike home?! it's so far and cold!" i replied "it's cuz he's eating america food now and wants an actual workout." and we laughed and i imitated him trying to eat one of my dad's triple decker cheese burger with everything on top (really big). then i said "he doesn't wanna gain anything. us americans take the term big-ass country literally." and i smacked my big butt and SHE LAUGHED FOR 20 MIN STRAIGHT!! i gave her some of my mountain dew to help her. that girl can laugh!!!! she would stop....then start laughing 5 sec later. she was still giggling when she got off, i was like 0.0 wow

<.< my life is completely boring i'm realizing now. i'm bored >o< and only a few friends are on msn T^T


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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

sleepy
eh today was kinda boring. i got really snappy and angry after school when i got home. i don't know why i get sudden mood swings, but i feel bad and confused afterwards. my gramparents weren't too happy. i cleaned the house while blasting music and talking on the phone with ani-chan (multitasking XD) and i got in a better mood. and she sent me pretty pics of herself!! ^.^





=^.^= i love my ani-chan.

i want to go to sleep now though >.<

oyasumi!!!
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