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Friday, September 14, 2007

not good
my mom and i got in a stupid fight yesterday from me not starting on my laundry earlier. then it just went from that stupid fight to me disrespecting her and how lately i'v been really rude. i was on the computer talking to people so i had to keep going back to reply. anika thought i was mad at her, when really i was just in a bad mood mostly from my mom. then i snapped at mom and she turned the computer off before i could say goodbye, making anika think i left her. mom yelled that there was no computer or phone for a long time. i screamed and went in my room for awhile then went to take a shower. i cut myself on my leg in there u__u i really just wanted to kill myself, but obviously i didnt. then i came out and just hugged my mom and started crying saying i was sorry. i started fake crying because i wanted to speak to anika, then it just kinda turned into actual crying because i was tired of everything. i thought we've been on the bad side of each other just for the last couple of days, but i realized its been for months now. it was a dramatic moment -___- anyway after 15 min of talking mom said i could call anika and tell her why i left her. i couldn't get on the computer because she was on.
anika did think i was mad at her but happy i called!!!

i wore the wrong shirt a couple of days ago before the fight and my mom say my cuts on my arm. she blamed anika because she knows about her, that pissed me off. then she threatened to tell me doctor and crap. i explained they were old. she doesnt know about the small ones on my leg.

anywayzzzzz i'm at jade's house and i'm so sleepy ~__~. i'm use to sleeping a lot.

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