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Saturday, November 17, 2007


great grandma marie
my gramma marie passed away 3:30 am saturday morning. mass is monday night and tuesday is funeral. great grandpa passed away a few years ago, i never knew him and i never knew her that well.
i'm confused, i don't know what i'm feeling. i don't know what i should be feeling. and i don't know if what i'm feeling is how i should feel. i'm more worried about my mom, grandma and aunt. they knew her well.
i'm in a daze, it's too surreal.
everyone talks about god and how she's in heaven with grandpa. it makes me wonder where she really went. i've never been to a funeral before.
mom should know i don't talk to her about this stuff. so when she talks to me i just listen and give her nice words.

i don' think i can cry, is that bad?

maru

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