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Birthday
• 1988-01-08
Gender
• Female
Location
• The Darkest Pits of Hell
Member Since
• 2005-01-16
Occupation
• Killing people for pleasure and prophet
Real Name
• Viper

Personal

Achievements
• Kicken my mothers white ass
Anime Fan Since
• Forever baby
Favorite Anime
• Yu Yu Hakusho
Goals
• To make it without getting caught
Hobbies
• Sharpening my blades on your bones
Talents
• Drawing, killing, video games, & writing

myOtaku.com: bloody-blades

Friday, July 8, 2005

I'm Diseased
Yep, I'm dieased, it's true. It hurts like a bitch and it's ruining my life, tearing me apart piece by ever loving piece. It's called Crohn's Disease, it's the inflamation of my digestive track. So basically it hurts to eat stuff, so I try not to eat what makes it hurt, almost everything. I've lost almost 70 pounds and still losing. Before this I wouldn't say that I was fat but I was obese(sp?). I was 212, now I'm 146. It really is ruining my life though, I was to go see my mother and her new twins this summer because I live in a different state then she so Ihaven't had the please of seeing them in real lifeonly in pictures, now I can't I have to stay here because I have to take a steroid called prednisone(sp?) that could cause kidney or liver failure. I'm only 14 years old. I'm scared about all of this and noone around me knows how bad it really feels. The only who could relate is my mother who has Colitis, which is similar to CD. I'm anemic because of all this as well and I have to take Iron tablets. All together I have to take 17 pills a day. Like I said I'm only 14, I thought life was hard enough with my parents divorced and both remarried and having more kids and being a teenager. Apparently Fate likes to throw rocks at us as we walk this road to the end of our time. I still watch anime and read manga just not as much as I used to. it's hard to when you're tired all of the time, Ya Know? If ya do, sorry, If ya don't try not to ever feel like this if ya do you'll know why I've written all of this down. I feel better now, I've vented all of my frustrations by telling you what I cannot say, I'm horrible at speaking but good and writting. My parents don't understand that, all of the past years that they spent fighting and my brother and I stood watch, I forgot how to say how I'm feeling out loud when I need to, and keep it locked inside as to not bother anyone else, like my parents. Funny how I kept it all bottled up then to not bether them now I need to tell them what's wrong and I can't let it out, ironic, ironically painful.
Viper
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